Posts

Showing posts from November, 2021

I'm not strong enough to stay away from you

I'm not strong enough to stay away from you No matter how much I want to No matter how bad you've hurt me in the past My anger with you can never last I keep running right back to your open arms Keep asking myself what's the harm I know with the pleasure comes the pain Nothing ventured nothing gained Build me back up just to let me fall My heart overrules my thoughts I know its coming but I can't fight it You’re an addiction I just can't quit What the fuck is wrong with me Without you I cannot sleep When your there you Break my heart When you’re gone my world grows dark I try to make my heart grow cold Keep my feelings under control I'm not strong enough to stay away You’re gonna be the death of me My heart is battered and bruised Yet I'm so confused It drives me crazy that I cannot win I'm going insane as I try not to give in All those lonely nights Filled with endless fights With you I lose all control Embrace the ache to feel whole What have we becom

Life's Inspiration

Image
This life is a perfect gift, receive it, embrace it. It starts with a new day, wake up and greet it. Life is a challenge, face it head on and take it. Full of opportunities, utilize, don't waste it. This life is a mystery, unfold it, solve it. It starts with a meaning, wake up and understand it. Life is a goal, take it head on and accomplish it. Full of promises, fulfill it all but keep it. This life is a calamity, face it, accept it. It starts with discomfort, wake up and help stabilize it. Life is a struggle, take it head on and fight it. Full of distress, remorseful, just overcome it. This life is precious, grip it, treasure it, It starts with hope, wake up and feel it. Life is a choice, take it head on and make it. Full of knowledge, utilize it, don't abuse it. This life is adventurous, enjoy it, explore it. It starts with a responsibility, wake up and complete it. Life is in itself love, take it full on and love it. Full of beauty, praise it and ado

What is the benchmark body count?

Image
One afternoon I was chilling with my primary school friends then this topic came up. "What is the benchmark body count before you decide to marry?". And most of them claimed that 20 is appropriate here you'll have discovered all that could be discovered. Explored your intimate desires cummed in every type of pussy, every style and experienced every type of orgasms. Enjoyed the little bit of love, learned how to love you know pain and heartbreaks and how to deal with them, how to handle a partner, here in this scenario is if you want to get into marriage as perfect as you imagine it in your head. Some of them claimed that twenty is a very low number considering this generation where relationships don't last. You may have penetration with your partner once and break up furthermore people do lots of 'sherehe's ' over the weekend and they're a lot of parting happens, meaning if you have 53 'sherehe' per year, let's say you manage to go to 20 an

How I feel about you

Image
  When the moon comes out all the sadness goes away. When the sun is out all bad things come to life. When the stars are bright, I look up at the sky and think of all we have been through together. When we are together it feels like we are meant to be together forever And ever.

Overcoming Hardships Makes the Relationship Stronger

Image
  Times have been rough, and things often gone wrong, But the profound love that we share has been there all along. You say why go on, when nothing is right, But we not once give up; we continue to fight. There's a light of love that gives us our sight. Our hearts may get dim at times, but we know there is light. We both go through situations not so fair, But we get through them because of the special love we share. The trials make you mindful of the way we feel, An affection not fake but so very real. At times it seems like a mere raw deal, But we must get through these trails until we are healed. Trials might not be at all easy, and you may feel there's no hope. There are times when you feel you're at the end of your rope, But you must go down deep in the bottom of your heart. Let it stop your hopelessness and give a new start. For such true and unconditional love is a gift some never get, So when that trial comes, don't allow you to ever forget Th

Why Her?

 Why would you run after her? When she don't like to be chased; Why would you insist on fitting in to her world? When she don't want you to be there; Why would you give all your love? When it is not what she wants to have; Why would you wait for her? When you know it will just be a waste of time? Why would you fight for her? When she is not worth fighting for; Why do anything for her? When she doesn't appreciate everything you do; Why live your life for her? When she doesn't even care about you; Why her? When I am just right here

When It's Said and Done

Thick charcoal blanket covers planet earth and bombs once falling screech to silent stop poor starving children battle harvest dearth now scream for porridge from the mountain top grey powdered ashes dotting turquoise globe while whole world vanish hit by missile probe Black satin curtains strangle sapphire sphere the towns were burning bathed in amber light man pushing button sending message clear seen streams of rockets speed through ebon night short traveled distance leaving millions dead while deep cool rivers flowed with crimson red Large empty craters furnish graveyard plots this dirt for tossing hides some friendly face last city structures twisted tangled knots blue orb swift finish drifts in outer space wee verdant pieces spewing broken rocks while white bones struggle crammed in wooden box.

Eroticism

They'll say actions speak louder than words and still wonder why it's silent. His lips carressed her body a horny display of eroticism he licked along her moist and needy lips her vagina a display of warmth His cock it was hard standing taller than a tree it brushed her thighs as his head did rise along her stomach to carress her tits with kinky thrusts and teasing nips He made her nipples hard and wanton the smoothness of her skin to his touch and the press of his cock to her thighs was all she needed before she moaned and into sin she fell

I'm hungry

I'm hungry for success The passion and drive doesn't allow me to settle for less. The need to be great pushes me, keep me up late I believe my hands carry my fate. I'm greedy for  I want more and more I want all of it at a go So I must work while they sleep Get in to the roots and go too deep I want to make it into books of history As one of the greatest to ever live I want people to tell my story  Of how far I've come and what I achieved I will not rest until I'm done I'm hungry ,let me eat and do the dishes. Sitting on the thrown  Is what my heart wishes

I had a Crush

Image
I had a crush... On you  Tried to tell my self to stop  Like quicksand the more I try  The more I get myself in extreme depths I wanted to be in your dreams as much as you did in mine The day I saw you My heart got smitten The day we met My soul got sweetly bitten The day I hugged you My head felt blissfully dizzy All because I find you so sweet I had a crush.. On you,  Right now you seem and feel so far. I don't know if I've a shot any more I don't if you'll make me feel nervous and anxious anymore If you'll make me shy away and my heart race If I'll smile for no reason If I'll be restless  Your hair is like a beautiful wave Your eyes are like shining pearls Your lips are rosy red Your smile makes my heart curl Your look is always trendy You walk like a diva You are just too hot to handle Every time I look at you My senses go out of control My body starts shivering I freeze up like a pole Every time I look at you My palms get sweaty My mind goes totally b

The Riddle

Image
  You will sure enjoy this story, it’s easy to understand. It is about Jane, a wonderful lady. In her garden, a small promising tree had grown; It was not planted it seemed to have come on its own   Jane figured out without too many words That it must have been animals, most likely birds That brought to her garden the seeds of this tree That has grown now with many fruits, a pleasure to see.   The apples on the tree are delicious and plentiful And this wonderful lady, Jane with a soul so beautiful Understands perfectly nature’s and the animal’s needs. Many birds are in thirst for the ripen seeds   She leaves some of the fruits that are ripe on the tree Only one animal seems to have a feast for free But in the process, it will ensure that in some place Another apple tree will grow by our Creator’s grace.    

Something Is Eating me From Inside

Image
Something is eating me from inside, chewing my intestine. I have a lot to say but I don't know what or how to say. Telling you how I feel doesn't matter. It doesn't change anything. It makes me vulnerable and weak, needy and desperate.  I want you but I don't!  I don't want you but I do! I don't know if I'm weak or if I don't want you to show how strong I'm. Just confusion. Maybe I'm delusional or crazy I don't know. Everything that needs me to be serious makes me uncomfortable. So I avoid it, I just want to flow with the air and go with the turbulence anything that's not part of that suffocates me. I can't talk about serious things like life. Like where do I see myself in ten years... probably dead, I know it's scary for you but that's what I feel. I can't talk about us because there is no me in it.  I'll support your dreams, Help you to the top and I'll walk away after I see you succeed. I'll assist you to sc

Now is The Time

Image
  If a poem I would write, Now's the time! Now that I still can rhyme Seized without leaping on it; For my shelter and food depend upon it, This is my time. If a task you have to do, Now's the time! Now, while you've a concept to it; Now, while passion will help you do it; Or in shame you'll stumble through it, Out of time. If you have a word of praise, Now's the time! Should the sky, while flowers are growing Stretch its gracious dew-bestowing Ne'er would come the rainbow-glowing Blossom time. If a kiss you have to give, Now's the time! Lips, like flowers, soon are faded, Life-blood pale, checked, and jaded, If they are not love-overshaded, Kissed in time. If you have a prayer to pray, Now's the time! Not to every hour are given Skyward look and open heaven; Oh, be strengthened, delighted, forgiven, While there's time!  

Life Has No Rules. Part 2

Image
 I don't remember what I said in the last part you can check it out  here >>>   Life is amazing life is how you define it because you're in control, it's like playing your own game where you're the main character, the moment you lose control or give control to your own game that's the moment you lose. And everybody has their own game we not playing the same game. I'm using the game here because that's the only thing that has a good reference to what I'm talking about. The part that life has no rules comes from when I see people trying to copy what others do, trying to do what successful people do. Because they believe in doing so that's the way to win that's how it's done. But I've seen people doing the opposite of what the other one is doing and they both come out successful, and mostly we don't plan for success we find ourselves in them, then the society asks you how you did it but you actually don't know. How did I do

Never Will I Give Up

Image
  I will never give up Even when all I have worked for crumbles I will never give up Even when fate decides I will never give up Even when my spirituality is threatened I will never give up Even when I am nothing but a mere memory I will never give up Even when hope has vanished and gone I will never give up Even when am buried beneath the ground I will never give up Even when bereavement knocks on my doors I will never give up Even when you my friends and family want me to I will never give up Even when all I have to live for is gone I will never give up Even when life shows me its ugliest side I will never give up Even when you pay me billions to I will never give up Even when my heart is crushed like minced meat   For I know that as long as I am alive Everything is still worth the breathe Everything is still worth the fight I will fall but I will rise even stronger.

A Tattoo Of My Past

Image
  Now and then, Every now and then, I feel the hurt again, the pain of everything crashing down. In that one instance, My whole consciousness of being alive is engrossed on my wrists, Almost like I can feel the scars beating with my heart’s pace, A continuous reminder of what the pain has done to me, What it now and then still does. Now and then, I take it as a reminder of how far I've come, How everything is passable, and how I am strong because of it all, Other times, It breaks me down. Shoves the awareness of the pain in my face, Screaming at me to think of it, My past, To at least address it, To give it the attention it pleads for. Still, other times, it leaves me gasping, Shy of what to think or how to respond, Just sitting there on my own, With zero but my pounding heart and mindfulness, Not a thing to think about but memories and this state of mind, It's those times when I make the most improvement, Feel the tough

I Waited Part 2

Image
 Her P.o.v I know I should be getting ready but I'm just lying on my bed scrolling through his feed. The man is fine and this he knows. Thoughts of what will go down tonight have me getting tingles in my vagina. His soft lips on mine as he takes unzips my dress and I his pants. He kisses my neck trailing down to the line between my supple breasts, circling my navel as he strokes my thighs. His huge hands all over my body sending shivers to my spine as he kneels down on me and gives me the best head I've ever received. The thought of all this makes me want to reach to my drawer and get my dildo out but I decide against it because I want to wait for the real thing. It makes me anticipate the night. I have been sex starved for 6 months now. My boyfriend is overseas working and won't be back until the end of the year. Deciding to meet up with him really took a lot of convincing from my friends and I can't help but feel a pang of guilt. What if my boyfriend is out there bein

Time to Make an Impact

Image
It is time to say it is enough time to bridge the gap time to disengage the harm time to stop the flow from the gum They have had enough solid words suffered enough hurt tolerated enough punches reached their emotional crises The flora and fauna have shown them too much hate The maltreatment done is too great Now is the time for a change the time to do what to them appears strange We can break the chain create the change change the scope We can bring back hope   Let us wipe those tears begin to calm those fears put smiles on these wrinkled faces Let us stop the punches they have underwent for ages Let us go past borders be virtuous to others feed those who are hungry Let us free all and sundry   The time is now, Make an impact on someone’s life.