TEZO DIGITAL

We both at a time  make our own characters who are perfect in either way we dream about them when we are lone. When that moment comes to me; I don't make a character because She already exists she is perfect! to me. So so beautiful. Sometime i just think no word can describe her. She knows i exists but i don't think she has ever think of me! Because she also has her perfect character! Whom it can never be me. That's why she will remain to be imaginary to me.😢😢

I thank the Almighty,ask Him to grant me a beautiful day. when i think of beautiful. I see you. I see your smile. I say Amen. Take out my phone look at your pictures again and again. Check out if you're online? I leave you a beautiful message. So as when you wake up,you smile. Think of me for a while. I get your reply and there i have a beautiful day. I stay happy because of that! because of you! You know what that means?! GOD IS GREAT.

He has been my Best friend since i was 9 I've known him for 9 years. He has never had a girlfriend. We usually spent most of the times together at the movies sometimes at the park. For sure i fell for him. But Im a lady i can't walk to him and just tell i love him. I love it when we spend time together. When he hugs me. He is my happiness I do all sort of things to show i love him. But he seems not to care. I hurts me so Much. When he asks me out. I think he saw how much i love him and want to tell He loves me also. When he looks at me straight to my eyes i see myself, I see her first girlfriend. When there is silence between us. I know he thinks of me. We he tell me now?. Hoping Its His next word.

Did she kiss me?! Keep dreaming...Betta. Things never workout in real world. She never wants to hear from me. She never wants to hangout. She never.... She is so cooperative in my dreams. We hangout,Big time. We love. In my dreams we laugh.. I just don't want to wake up.. I just don't want to leave her there Where she is so nice,so loving and caring. The character of her that i made.. Keep dreaming ...Betta It always ring in my head. For sure I hate the reality. I Better get back to bed Looking at the ceiling i see her face She smiles broadly.. i sleep wishing not to wake up agàin Dreaming like driving her in my car. Picking her up when things have gone too far. Im i still dreaming!?!

That moment; when i close my eyes...... That moment when i smell your perfume.... That moment when i see you...... That moment when i hear your voice..... my mind goes blank! i loose my senses  my heart,explodes ,my pulse increase i get nervous, lose words,and just look at you. It kills me leaving only my shadow. I can't hit the bullseye neither can i know at your door. When you pass by my eyes follow you as you go. That moment when you smile at me; you break every piece of my bone. feeling so lite to fly. That moment i see you with other boys i wish this could be the end of the world. That moment i feel to die.....  that moment...

In every song i listen its like is talking of me and you directly. Some bring memories of the quality time we spent,jokes we made. And more I really don't know who poisoned your mind. You've changed a lot,you no longer appreciate my presence. But why!? i don't want to know!! I'll be okay. When i sleep,I think of you,i can't hold my tears. I cry i miss you. Sometimes i see my self not worth you.. But you mean a lot to me. I don't mean i can't live without you. I can force my self to. You make me happy.