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 It was difficult for me  to breathe so I waited To get that grasp of air to feel alive again. Those who know  me, know I hate waiting But this was necessary. I had to. I still remember you said you'll show up. I was happy. And the need to Impress you made it worse I couldn't stop smiling,  It was magical though I had my doubts I might disappoint you. I didn't want that to happen. So I got to working cleaned and arranged the house I wanted everything to be perfect as you're.   I knew you would be hungry, so started preparing your favorite meal I called my sister to help me with the recipe as I listened to J Cole songs in the background. Dancing for whatever reasons I was happy at least for a while. I knew today I finally get a chance with you A chance to show you a side of me that you never knew A shot from whatever range I wouldn't want to miss. Everything was going on well, I checked my phone once in a while you said you're preparing. And It was really happeni

Skulls of dead feelings. I take a deep look inside,  There's nothing Just vague, hollow, and empty. How can I tell you how I feel when I'm not even sure How can I tell you how I feel when it doesn't matter I feel nothing, It's worthless. I want you but it doesn't matter I need you but it doesn't matter to you or anyone else. When It's worthless when it's nothing. I take a deeper look inside, I see a child believing he's strong when he's weak pretending to be wise when he's clueless. scared but pretend to be fearless. wants to feel something but he's numb I take a deeper look inside and it's scary nothing is left just death shouting ghosts wallowing and haunting eating me from inside Every feeling that rose was killed was Ignored and  suffocated No hope inside, just walking dead. It's a desert of dead feelings a river of sorrow and sadness Just darkness a pool of dead skulls Nothing makes sense at all. I take a deep look inside the

What do I see in you? Oh boy. Oh boy, I see mountains and rivers, a lifetime of joy, I see the sun shining on the greyest day, I see clouds of silver lining my way, What do I see in you? Oceans of blue, Colorful rainbows, morning dew, Trees of glory displaying leaves of green. I see goodness and beauty in all living things. I hear creatures of darkness prowling the night, But I'm safe in your arms as you hold me real tight. I feel the whispers of the wind entwining my soul. I feel you breathing, that makes me whole. I hear the rain falling and the sun on my face. I feel the shadows of darkness as me you embrace. I feel happiness and laughter, tears and sorrow, But without you, my love, there would be no tomorrow. I feel thunder and lightning whenever you're near. I feel whispers of love wind brings to my ear, But of all of the things that nature may bring, It's your love I cherish above everything. Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/what-do-i-see-in-you

That time you vowed that you'd be there for me I dearly took it to the heart so when you left me all on my own my soul too fell apart the red rose that you gave me under the sparkling moon has weakened and died just like our relationship, both were too soon   still, I felt tied to you connected more than ever I wanted to embrace you again felt that our love would last forever but then I realized your love was just a disguise you only used me for your own needs your 'love' was only ever greed I wanted myself to become stronger so that my next relationship would be longer and then happiness grew from within I realized that holding hands with myself was harder than it ever could have been to hold hands with her  

Love can move mountains And suppress the stormy sea Love that lives deep in the heart of me!   Love can light up the sky When to yourself you ask why When life leaves you feeling lost and dark With love there is always a bright spark   Love can make you smile on a miserable day Love can take all your scars away Love can for you dry up the Nile And allow you walk that extra mile   Love can restore a broken heart Love can heal where it hurt When all feels lost and out of control Love can touch your soul     Love can move mountains And suppress the stormy sea Love always lives deep in the heart of me!

I can never tell you in words what my feelings are for you. I know in the deepest part of my heart and soul I love you. Those three little words don't say enough. What are the perfect words for me to say to you? There is none to say with the meaning I need them to have. You just have to know that my love grows more and more every day, I need you and can't live this life without you ever again. All I know is my poem for you is me showing how much I truly love you. Here I am going to try to say why I truly love you so. Each and every day I wake up next to you I am truly blessed. Feeling your arms wrap around me while I sleep keeps the nightmares away. Having the feeling of finally feeling safe at night and in the day I can not say thank you enough. My heart just grows more and more for you. When you pull me to you and kiss me I become more and more yours. Never wanting our lips to part. You feel so far away when they do. The closer you are to me the more complete my heart feels.

I've never been the type to say what I feel But I have this feeling I could never reveal I just don't want you to leave me for having this feeling Because I know you're already my everything I choose not to show this feeling within me I really tried to keep it a secret but it always shows as you can see You're my best friend through bad times and good times But hiding these feelings of mine feels like a crime With you, I feel so fine how I wish you could be mine Your eyes are like stars so bright You are sweet, funny, and always right We we're once closer than the moon and the stars But now it feels like I'm a lost piece of a broken jar I tried to forget what I have felt But my heart feels like an Ice cream that continues to melt We used to be together every day So I'm afraid if you'll go away A day with you is another day to cherish And my secret thought of you will never vanish You'll just be a dream A dream that would never come true and would sta

You want to be someone that you aren’t, When you could be better by being yourself. You pretend to walk in someone else’s shoes, When you have something, they haven’t got. Deceiving yourself of the life you have to live , Robs others of that only you can give. But you have much more to offer by being just you. Trying to live the life of another is a mistake. It is a pretense, nothing more than fake.

Who made the rules? who said this is wrong and why? who said this is right and why? What is a rule in the first place? Why do we have so many when sometimes it feels like there aren't enough? Why can't we all just break them when they get in the way of our happiness, success, and fulfillment? In my opinion, life has no rules. But that doesn't mean it's easy. It means there are no rules for everyone because everyone is different with their own set of circumstances and desires. There are no rules of life. And that’s why I wanted to write this. Life is not a lesson or a puzzle that needs to be completed. It’s not about happiness, success, money, power, love, or anything else people think it is about.  I see people, with a perspective or perception about how life should be. But all this was induced to them without their knowledge. It's like someone teaching you how to swim without teaching you how to swim, It happens, through pressure and you feel the urge that this is

Day drinking, drunk face. Hungry with so much food  I can't  taste.  Angry, bout things I can't change! Can't stop day-dreaming Hoping to see you In person or in my dreams So much in my mind words I can't say A brief narration of love with perfect flow And In the end no one speaks How sad, when we both miss out You look at me, you smile You like what you see, as do I Why not say something then? Why won't you come we spend sometime again? As we talk about life in my oversized t-shirt As we laugh to our dry jokes then get wet. Stop holding back Ignoring what you feel Letting go of what you want Jump in the mud Don't be afraid of the dirt Go with the flow, be the flow.

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In my craft or sullen art Exercised in the still night When only the moon rages And the lovers lie abed With all their griefs in their arms I labour by singing light Not for ambition or bread Or the strut and trade of charms On the ivory stages But for the common wages Of their most secret heart. Not for the proud man apart From the raging moon, I write On these spindrift pages Nor for the towering dead With their nightingales and psalms But for the lovers, their arms Round the griefs of the ages, Who pay no praise or wages Nor heed my craft or art. source: https://allpoetry.com/In-My-Craft-Or-Sullen-Art