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In a perfect world

If we could be transported Into the perfect place and time We would be holding each other and you'd still be mine We could spend the day relaxing at the lake or in my bed you would get excited jump around and hit your head We would have no trouble we could drive around talking through the day And if in our talks, we stumble "Purple Tree Thought" you would say In our perfect world My dreams take me every night I have you to myself then And I hold on with all my might Until I find a way to stay Forever in our place I will hold you in my dreams Until reality, we can replace

When our eyes meet.

When our eyes meet I feel peace. Wanting to stay there a little longer Then you blush, I get a rush giving me a chilly smile. Making it hard for me to catch a breathe Feels like ocean waves washing  Away from all my worries and anxiety When our eyes meet, Everything seems perfectly fine. I feel like I’m off my feet, Up above on cloud nine. To myself, I’d always repeat, Or maybe I’d invite you to dine. It’s with you,  That the stars of my luck shine. Keep staring my way Keep looking at me when I’m looking away. And I’ll find a way to you. A way to get lost in your eyes Then you smile with your lips. Showing your perfect teeth I wonder when those will meet  To tell their own tales. I guess time will tell. When our eyes meet Everything seems to standstill I become a slave to your will I become numb a little I lose myself, get caught up in between.

Hold.

It's hard to pretend you care when you don't. Harder to pretend you don't care when you do. The picture of you with another man breaks me. The picture of you doing fine without me haunts me. I want you closer but don't want you near me. I don't want you but it's clear I need you. It's harder even to sit in our favourite spot. Difficult to listen to our playlist alone. Busy staring at my phone to see if it's you buzzing Where is the love that almost suffocated me? is it fading? That happiness that almost swallowed me alive?  it's tears I'm shading. That attention that I was drawning in it? it's dying. Now I've to act like I don't need you. When all I want is to hold you. Now I've to act that all is fine and fake a smile. When I'm in a rage, fuming ready to kill. I really want to hate you. You say 'Hi' that's the end of the progress. I can't lie I'm jealous. Bt I'm just a nobody to you. I'm strong, I

I Survived.

I dealt with storms, leaves and twigs flew around, wind raising a brown dusty whirlpool, still couldn't bring me down. I stayed, head held high, glowing eyes, I fought and stood alone. Destruction all around me, up to where the teary eyes can see. My heart collapsed inside with pain, like how broken tears fall down, I got to my knees within a second. All the energy I used to survive, none left to continue the existence. The willpower that held me together burst away in moments with a blast, shattering away my hopes, all across the barren land with bodies. A land where I live alone now, with a huge baggage of memories, that I wished could have buried me alive. Who is to say what to expect now, Is my life over if not shared with others? Or am I to be called successful for surviving? Or the most unlucky person here? Who knew that dealing with memories, a bunch of things you cannot even see, was tougher than dealing with people?

Too many caskets not enough tears

Seven shots kill the silent night Jumped out of bed somethings not right Shots sound too close just on the next street I was already up thinking on my feet Grabbed my strap cut across the neighbors lawn Already knowing that another homies gone A rage comes over me as dark as the sky I just keep on running not able to cry Seen too many caskets to release any tears Urgent sirens growing closer confirming my fears Standing in front of the house think'n, damn all this over a color? Then I see it's not my homie but his baby's mother Being rolled away on a bloody bed No doubt about it the young beauty was dead Now my homie isn't cry'n which sounds kind of sad but he's lost everyone to gun smoke, even his mom and dad. Now we all crowd in the church house without shedding a tear And look at the preacher and act like we hear We all wait in suspense for the soon coming night Even though God says two wrongs don't make a right We all loved that girl so we must let em kn

In your eyes.

Look at me again and give me that chilly smile. Take my hand drive me crazy some miles Let me swim in your eyes for a little while. Hours turn into minutes and I want more. I want more of you, more of your skin more of your touch, more of your smile more of these happy moments. more of these cherishable memories and still, we can make more I'm still knowing you and you're full of joy fun and glowing. I can't take you to the moon and back but I can take you higher than that. You're so kind to be human. You're an angel. you say you want to swim with the sharks but how deep can you go? It feels like the first gasp of air  after you keep your  head underwater for too long Have I ever told you how beautiful you are? Has anyone ever noticed, how when you smile, the world seems at peace? I don't know how you do it, but you make my day, every time I see your face. I don't ever want to say goodbye, I forever want to see your smile. You're perfectly imperfect, and

How to be happy

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You want to know How to be happy? Yes, it’s very possible Happiness is defined differently by everyone. As far as you might be concerned, perhaps it's finding a sense of contentment with what your identity is. Or then again having a a group of friends who understands you for who you are. Or on the other hand the opportunity to pursue your dreams. Notwithstanding your adaptation of genuine satisfaction, living a more joyful, more fulfilled life is very possible. A couple of changes to your usual ways of doing things as well as your habits can assist you with ensuring you are happy. Our habits matters. If you take some time to see certain aspects of your life that makes you dull, you can be able to identify and rectify what needs to be rectified in your habits. Positive routines is one of the most important ways of ensuring that you are happy. Why not work on making positive daily habits part of your daily schedule? Here's a glance at some day by day, month to month, and yearly