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Under His Roof - Story by Bilman Ogolla

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There was full moon outside because the month of February was half way. He felt like someone opened his gate. He felt like a car just left his compound. The clock ticked 2am and he wasn’t sure if he was dreaming or he was really up. He was not the kind of a person who would wake up in the middle of the night even if he remembered he slept with the door wide open. He was a heavy sleeper who was hopeful to change one day. He couldn’t get back his sleep after few minutes of struggle, he felt so tired though. He realized that there was no one besides him.  He detaches himself from the bed and walks to the window. He opens the curtain slightly and sees the full moon outside. He walks to the door as he calls her name. No response, he walks to the washroom perhaps she was there. No signs of life. He goes for a short call and hears noises of these kitchen things fall down, akina hotpot, spoons, bowls and dishes. Seemingly things were not okay under this roof.  He calls out again and there is

How should a healthy relationship Be?

  Healthy relationships involve a lot of things narrowed to honesty, trust, respect and open communication between partners and they take effort and compromise from both people. There should be no imbalance of power. Partners respect each other’s independence, can make their own decisions without fear of retribution or retaliation, and share decisions. And in case the relationship ends, there is no stalking or refusal to let the other partner go. The Following are some of the Characteristics of Healthy Relationships Your partner Creates Time for you. 'You are never too busy for someone you love' Respect for each others' privacy and space. It goes by saying that you can't be with each other all the time but when you get that opportunity you can have fun. Your partner encourages you to spend time with friends or colleagues without them, and to participate in activities that you enjoy as well as doing other chores that are beneficial. You feel comfortable expressing your o

HOW TO COPE WITH THE COVID PANDEMIC

Foster Staying connected Yes, phone calls, messages, use computers and the post to stay in touch. Hearing a friendly, familiar voice, or reading a message from people we care about, helps us feel more connected. This is important for our mental health, especially for people living alone, who may be feeling lonely, isolated and afraid.  Not everyone feel confident or comfortable with video technologies like Skype, Zoom and WhatsApp video but, as with phone calls, seeing a friendly, familiar face can help both sides feel more connected. But I believe this might be a time when younger people in our families can help older relatives to use the internet, and some of the ways it can let us stay connected with each other and the wider world. You may want to reach out beyond the people we already know, to make new connections with other people. Online communities are said to be ideal for this and can be extremely supportive, although it’s worth remembering they are not always safe places

Sleep.

Sleep The cousin of death. After a long hectic day we lay in bed paying out our debt to it. It rejuvenates our energy like we were charging. Refreshes our mind and gives us peace of mind Some say it's our heaven on earth. In it we don't worry, we dont eat and we don't go hungry  we just breath. We forget our problems as we swim in dreams,fantasies and smiles. The only moment every part of us is happy and rejoicing. Sometime we even hear our souls singing, our spirits dancing. Sleep is heavy you can't fight it and even when you win you loose. Because at the end of the day you need it as more as it needs you. During sleep is when we grow tall and fat. During sleep is where we make decision after 'thinking about it' the mind resolves it when asleep.  During sleep is where we can be whoever we want. And don't get satisfied in you dreams when you can be more. Why be rich when you can be rich and famous? why be rich and famous when you can be rich,famous and power

Closer.

I wanna sit closer to you I want you to feel how loud my heartbeats for you. To feel the butterflies in my stomach. To feel my gentle touch. Everything about you fascinates me. From your smile to the beauty in your eyes. Your angelic voice, I would love to listen to you talk nonsense for hours. And your laughter, It's hard for me not to love you. All I think about is you, lemme love you a little more. May be forever and a day. When I leave Earth, I wanna be frozen in place with a rose In a case full of love notes I wrote for the days I got to be next to you When you get closer I can't breath, anxious dying for you love. Hungry and starving😩 Im like a leaf in the wind trembling. Im like a piece of bread deeped in a cup of tea, Im soaking in love, I can't help it I can't fight it. When it comes to you I'm not strong, I become weak and vulnerable I've so many soft spots for you. Lemme sit closer to you, lemme be with you

Sunny Days.

Sunny Beauty of the day as the rays hit the horizon. The warmth and joy it brings when it burn Jumping running around the magic of the sun Kids smile and laugh having fun. It's so hot powerful and massive. Generous gives more than what it receive Lights up the earth, Deep into the sea it dive.  Ensures growth to make us survive.  We lay out on the sand basking Refreshing our minds and castle building On the sandy beaches with Knight guarding.  Buh we slowly killing the joy with global warming.  There's no future when we kill the forests  There'll be no fortress or rest Just sweating up and walk around with vests.  Conserve the environment and make earth the best.  For. The next generation.  Xo

My Last Coin

My Last Coin. A bridge to my riches and a wall from poverty. I want to Toss it, Heads for dropping it in a wishing well. Tails for betting on it hoping for it sell. Or I'll save it in a jar. Buh I fear It will be lonely in there. Or maybe I can buy myself some kicks. To 'drink' them. Or buy some kales to push me for weeks. Either way I need more of these to survive. I need more of them to be alive. Without it I'll starve So my decision here has to be brave. I lose it I die. I risk it, I increase my chances To see another day and hope. Or I can plant it, let it grow and harvest it later from the tree of it. But I wonder, In between what will I do without it. It gives me power just by having it. It boosts my esteem by carring it around. It gives me the confidence and voice among a crowd. Bt when gone I can't make a sound. Having me more of these is a sign of blessing. Having less is the reason Im cursing. What the fuck mehn? My last coin. A bridge to my riches A wa

Tell Me How To Let Go

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It's incredible how far we've come. And even though it took so long, Seems like it was only yesterday. Never really had in mind, That we’d make it this far Seems like it was only yesterday. Like it’s just a flash back, of our first time meeting each other. How wonderful it must have been. Just seeing your face and you welcoming me with a smile. Less did I know, That things would work out the way they did, That you’ll turn out to be this girl, That I am unable to let go, Despite the rock bottoms we hit. There is something about you, I have been trying to figure out Since the day I fell for you But I’d say that I am unable to figure it out. Coz for sure I want you for you, and not for anything quantifiable in you. Sometimes I wish we could go back to that moment we first kissed, To have another chance of answering many questions, to let you decide what is better for you, for that time, it would have been easier. It was easy for us to let the feelings, Take control and have our be

Stay With Me Tonight

Stay with me tonight, It's almost curfew. Stay, I want to wake up next to you, next to a queen Next to your beautiful eyes and smile.  Stay with me tonight I don't want to be alone I want to spend this night with you. Stay, let's have a wonderful night I'll tell Morning not to come. I don't want to wake up from this dream  Stay, In the darkness you'll be my light. Let me take care of your needs tonight I'll make a way through your heart And make sure you lavitate Let me make you a heaven on earth  Eat you till your legs start to shake.  Gently kiss you as you run out of breathe Tears of joy and cum will drip As you lie helplessly while I go deep. Enjoying the little pain that feels good Slowly and smoothly will be the mood I'll wipe your tears, and wisper ILY.  Drop your worries and doubts Let us float in an ocean full of stars.  Let us swim with the galaxies  Give me the chance to be by your side. I'll show you the way to heaven And the rest of the

"Ladies Of the Night"

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I’ve been thinking about the oldest trade in human history, “the ladies of the night" and why it is has survived for that long period of time?. And I think those ladies don't get the respect they truly deserve because we don't see their contribution to the society all we see is the dirt they do. Of course they want money, and it’s not the best way of making money but they don't steal from anyone. And I hope they are not in that business due to desperation to feed their family. In real sense these ladies save lots of lives, without them the rate at which men commit suicide would have been very high. Men go through a lot in silence from rejection to depression, stress and anxiety. Fear of failure, of the unknown. Threats from feminist’s and sexist’s. All these happen in silent they just smile. Men are wired to want sex every time, it pleases them it cools down their nerves and anxiety. You can blame them how you want but it’s not their fault they were born like that, the