I Should Give Up
Should I give up on this fight? A lot of hatred In my heart To forgive Its really Hard Its Like smiling when you really mad I don't want to go down that road. I want my smile to be wide and broad I want to forgive, I want forget and take off this load Believe In The Lord, how hard Is That? Im so tired of hiding, How do I feel about that? I'm I weak because Im kind and caring? Or I'm Just pretending? I want love you, but I don't want to fall for you. I don't want to leave buh I hug you good bye. I want to go out buh I want to stay indoors. I want to talk buh Ive Nothing to say. what's the point of doing the opposite of what I like? what's the point of saying things I don't mean? what's the point of pushing away people who seem to care about you? what's the point of denying what I want? Maybe there's no answer to that. Or I'm just scared of having my feelings out Or I care so much about what people think I don