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'Stole My Heart.

I lay here all alone and think of our first chat It wasn't that long ago we talked of this and that So quickly we connected. Have we spoken before? I never want to end our chat. I always want some more. I find it difficult to believe how for you my heart aches I yearn for you and miss you heaps. i want your embrace. I think of you each minute of each day that goes by I fall asleep without you, it makes me want to cry. Last night I matched the stars with the times I think of you I was doing well until i ran out of stars, what was I to do? I lay back in my bed and think of you until I sleep The thoughts of you stay with me as I close my eyes and dream. How you've made me feel this way in such a short while is a question I ask myself and then I just smile You stole my heart so quickly like a thief in the night Its the strangest feeling I have had but who am I to fight? All I ask is that it's handled with love and with care It's been a little fragile in many recent years

You😍

 I can't meet you without wanting to again I kinder miss you the moment I leave your door. I can't touch you without feeling pure. Your eyes talk to me as the world stands still. You're special, beautiful and fun Hott and Sexy I know you know How your eyes glow Because you keep looking at 'em I'm jealous of your mirror It sees the parts of you I wanna see dearly. I want to steal your heart I want to make you happy I want to make you feel safe I want to see you smile, Even though It kills me I can't see clearly when you're near I'm blinded by your beauty. And when you not around  My heart feels your presence  sometimes I jus' wanna kiss you as you talk And hold you closer,  Wisper into your ear, "you're so cute when you talk".  I wanna do the craziest stuff with you😂 like smoking with titties out😍 I think of you most of the times those late replies make me want more I want more, I want to know you more I want to hang out more.

Love Is....

Love is... Love is truancy and emotions Love is Salacious desire and affections Love is the heart's connotations Love is... Love is an ocean of endless trust  In it you'll drown with complete submission As it enslaves your heart, expect no rescues Love is... Love is shrimp with passion sauce on nights dates Love is a feeling, a times discombobulates a times resonates Love is a journey, where forever after awaits Love is... Love is kind Love is an enlightened mind Love is blind Love is... Love is you and me Caress my heart and fondle my soul Love is in us and it's in control You were the poem i wrote by the candlelight My Love.

I Wish I Was All Alone

 I wish I could leave,her Love falsifies my choice I wish I could scream, her threats kill my voice I wish I could be happy,her moods ends my rejoice Its frantic, chaos,seeking solace in classicals From pop to a lover of Alessandro safina music Its either we basic or acidic... This relationship is indeed chemistry Never cease to amaze with these new mysteries I want to talk, and someone to ask Having a crush and being in love is no simple task I'm crazy, I'm demented, I nurse my lunacy I'm fire set to cool by winter, in a state of degeneracy My heart is in need of a transplant surgery Tired and in depression... I kiss pens in loneliness... I wish I was all alone My heart yearns to be home. :) XO

She Keeps Smiling.

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  She's beautiful she keeps Smiling. Beautiful eyes and lips. Amazing with a kind heart, So caring she for keeps. Keeps my heart warm I'm attracted to her charm She's crazy and funny in a good way. Brightens my dull days. I'm happier when she's around I glow, my heart is pumping joy. My lungs breath love My wish is to keep her happy and safe. Everyday is better than the other. Good memories piling on one another. From watching the sun set to sleeping under the stars. I truly love her. And I'm not scared that she may leave. I trust her wholly I've no doubt I believe It's how she make me feel generally.  I don't force anything, it just happens.  It's like drawning or flying  I've no control over it And It's really great, hope it lasts long :-) XO

Waiting.

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Wait, you say, but I want to know. Wait, you say, but it's just so slow. Do I need to live with the questions Or simply wait for your confession? Who are you really in your mind? Is it the key I need to find? Do I accurately read your face, Or is your grin quite out of place? These answers won't just come too soon, And I just wonder how many moons. You'll keep me deeply in suspense, Inviting questions more intense. You have your reasons, I can tell But waiting seems a living hell. But I'm afraid to know the truth, And knowing this I feel abused. I know that rushing does no good, And patience just may prove it would Help me live with the unknown Until the truth will then be known. But truth arrives with revelation That makes us contemplate our station. Sometimes it's better just to wait Till we are fit to change our state. May Spirit help us in our quest To hear and understand the rest. Once we are clear to know the truth Life will advance and be more smooth

Pillow

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To many you are just a pillow A place for one to rest their head o r support their back Nothing more But not to me You mean more than that Of course you cushion my head; a nd much more You support my back; a nd much more The bitterest of tears; t hose that left scars The tears that flowed from somewhere b eyond the eyes You are the only one that saw them Not only that, y ou also wiped them from my eyes; And never complained even when I soaked you wet Never turned me down every time I came With so much weight on my back And so much hurt in my heart You held me gently, a nd let me cry myself to sleep And when I woke up you were still there There are times I punched you Well, I am sorry I had to I am also grateful you let me When I was furious and mad You let me let it out on you Allowed me to lay it all on you There are times I even threw you against the wall Kicked you under the bed Oh, I think I have stabbed you also Once, or twice, o

Life.

 Life is a game.  The rules are there are no rules. For you to win you need to know the rules else you won't. It's Like water it takes any shape. You can turn your life around by changing the perspective of the game. And The First thing is believing. Do you believe in yourself? We're on a level field buh a little faith in yourself takes you to the top of the game. It's not about the money or anything its about your confidence your faith in you. Someone else can believe in you, they can see a bright future ahead of you buh do you see? If you don't you can't win the game. The Game Is unfair like I've said the rules is no rules. The fun part is it's unfair to everyone which makes it fair. It's a game you play all your life there's no time to rest you'll rest when you die. Buh If you want to rest now you loose, you miss a step you loose, there's no replay or redo. So don't regret on the things you did or the things you wished you should&#

Melanin Me

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  The darker the berry the sweeter the juice, My skin faultless even with these cuts and bruise, Enchanted and unblemished all around the grid, My skin magical for I’m a special breed.   And in the sun my juicy melanin sparks, My native afro scorches and tans, I loosen my bantu knots and let my dreads fall, To give me shade and hide my face-walls.   In the grasslands I am a free lad with a crown, Take the lead as my servants trail up and down, Stiffen my shole so it doesn’t get puffed by the wind, And scare away the wild ones trying to take my sheep.   My sons and daughters are all strong and grown, Ingenious and able to live on their own, Ailment and illness to us is a falsification For never in my life have I had any medication.   All good and seamless until rolling-snowball-heads came, To trade my perfect culture for diseases and chaotic social lives, They envy my complexion and wish they had my perfection, Tho’ despising but truly they’

We can't be a thing

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  It’s funny how quickly you forget, The very first time we met, My heart hopped a beat, I caught my breath a bit,   I knew from that day, That something was right but in the wrong way, I saw you look at me, With your brown eyes shining and free.   My heart sunk to the floor, And hid the keys to its doors, It shied away from the reality, It shied away from you.   At that time you looked not free, I knew from that moment that we could never be, I glimpsed at your inquisitive eyes, And assumed to myself that I will never be yours.   And when the reality hit my brain, That there’s not much to gain, But to remain just friends, For that’s how it was going to end.   Not sure just how you felt, Sorry if I ever made your heart melt, But my heart said no, Not more than friends.   The love we share could never be, But just for the little bit, Let’s remain best of friends, For that’s how it was planned to end.   get tezodigital app for free HERE  

Letter To My Wife

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  My charming blissful angel with eyes of blue, It's dreadful to believe that someday I’ll lose you. I have a heart able to offer much more, I really thank God for opening this door. Your senses are full of contentment and glee, I’ll keep you joyful now that you’re with me. Frequently what goes through my head, Is how I’d be if I’d given you up instead? My genii came through when my thoughts had a fight, Heartened me and made my being right. Through someone, to me a stranger, She spoke, like the Heavens messenger. Made me realize that I really could do it, And picked me up from the futility pit. From that day to me you were like glue, I got attached and couldn’t imagine ever losing you. Sometimes my thoughts happened of failing, That maybe I’d provide less for your indulging . But from the first day, you accepted my reality, And like my momma, you loved me for me. Having you in my life I will never regret, For what you’ve done to me I’d never forget. Giving y

Black Empress

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  The delightful Black Empress, Elegant, misjudged, often unnoticed. Arrogance she lacks,  Even though she is pure perfection.... She hovers across the universe, Noble in her being.... The most beautiful pigment upon this Earth, Black queen, The Beautiful.... Strength in plenty, she displays, determination and complete elegance..... In her vicinity you will feel, the presence of royalty, not only magnitude..... In all vibrant feminine attributes, she stands serene and tall..... Like a soldier to her people, She will never let them tumble.... Let all hail thy black empress, A definition of perfection and art..... For the beautiful Black Crowned head is graceful, Immaculate, She ….she is perpetual.    

From me-heart

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Millions of treasures deep in the ocean, But one is more precious – every so often, A squillion stars up in the sky, But one shines brighter – I can’t deny, Love so precious love so true, The love from my heart – to you. Heavens doors open when of you I muse, The angels chant when to you – I converse. You at all times know just what to say, Just speaking to you brands – my night and day. It’s you I think of when I wake up, It’s you I should talk to – just before I sleep. Receive my heart as your Christmas gift, And take me in whole – your new year bid.

Hard To Forget.

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It seems like the only thing on my mind is you No matter how much I try forgetting you, all I do is think of you. In the day time I see you In my dreams I see you When I close my eyes I see you Then there is reminisce of the times we had together And the emotion that I felt when in your arms storms into my brain Yes it storms into my brain oh wait! Watch out! It’s ah hurricane You better bolt down your heart so the winds wouldn’t blow it away You better Glad rap brain so the rain won’t wet it away And don’t forget to tie your legs with mental cords and bag wire Because when the wind and rain intensify, is pressure And pressure does lead to pain and pain does lead pleasure Then the hurricane subsides and the aftermath is disaster So you are alone again and depression is what you suffer Yes depression is what I suffer All I do is lie in bed and watch at the ceiling I can’t even cry because you were never worth my tears I can’t sleep because I am afraid that that sound would start to p

Part of Me.

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 I wish I could leave my skin For just one day. See if with me The hurt would stay. Change my name, Forget my past. See if with me The pain would last. Trade this life For fortune and fame. Stop crying these tears And bleeding my pain. Speak my voice And have it heard. Have 'love' mean More than just a word. Not stress over school, Or worry about home. Not feel so smothered, Yet look so alone. If not for you, I'd find no reason to live. I constantly take, And hardly give. The emotion is 'pathetic' That hovers in my air. Tarnishes my blue eyes, Taints my blonde hair. Such an individual Holds a reason to cry. Locks the memories away, Stores her yearning to die. I remember those eyes So full of lust. Using my love While gaining my trust. I can still feel her hand As our fingers entwine. She stole that precious moment I thought was just mine. 'All's fair in love and war', Or so the saying goes. All my bat tle scars Reflect the path that I chose...