TEZO DIGITAL

I'm living a lie And it's hard not to deny I'm not the man you see When you look at me I'm living in a day dream A fantasy of my own creation I'm drowning in my own indignation Not willing to give up my imagined view I'm the fool in the mirror Looking back at you  I'm blinded by the many masks I wear Not willing to bare the real man in front of you I'm not sure who I really am anymore And that's the truth I'm lying to myself Would I do that to you? Xo;

I love this feeling', the feeling' I get when I think about you like a tingling shooting throughout my body Just to imagine, dancing with you kissing you, holding your hand I'm in a dreamy haze I never believed that anyone could make me feel  the way you do The way you smile I turn into a puddle those eyes, tell a story make me want to make you mine You've got me up at all hours writing our names together  with little hearts surrounding You have my walls tumbling down defenses have been destroyed stuttering every response you got my tongue twisted in knots all I see is you looking back at me I want to know more and more  about your ambitions  the you behind the scenes Your Smile Is warm  Feels like you're hugging my heart. My heart melts when I see you.  There's so much joy when you're in my arms.  I can't take you off my mind. I want to see you more and more. 

 I love that bitch  Because she hits where it really hurts  Her name is karma and she defends me When the world hurts me, she hurts them  And it's so fulfilling to know she's there To wipe my tears and enjoy the moment  When she tarnishes my enemies  I laugh because I have the right to Because y'all treated me unfair and it's my time I love karma because she showed me fate is on my side Steering close but deep Fulfilling Evey tear that they gave And for that lover who left me on the isle,  I hear he's dead My bitch killed him Because she cares more than anyone else. Karma is my girl.

 As the beats of the music grow louder My heart beats even faster With the one I love being beside me,  All I want is to conquer the world  Live and love forever  But I keep wondering if forever is a scam Because you didn't hold on like I did  When I weeped you weren't there I thought we'd be like fine wine  We'd age but our love would remain stronger  I guess I was quite wrong  And that makes me sick  You wiped my smile away  now I'm here contemplating on what I did wrong 

My heart is crying, bleeding I can't share my burden, love is tearing me apart, I beg for your care and treatment, for my heart is broken, I am unwell and lonely, desolate  thoughts of my unelaborated life For you're a healer, palliate these deep wounds and doleful memories i have Far a rift exists within me so wide and uncertain After all I've been through, i should at least let my soul sail free Emotions unexampled, shattered, brokenhearted yet still beats for you I'm nothing without love and peace, and giving myself to you pricks old wounds for the heart never forget I can't share  my affection with anyone else, You are the only one connected to my labyrinthine way of life, and i so need your help I suffer in solitary, as for my mistakes "i'm sorry"! Hear my sincere yelps I hold you in my tender heart, I'll hold you as long as i can survive, till then as in the tomorrow days when the Lord summons us above, my soul for you whenever i go, wherever

 I wish I could read your mind, but I'm scared of what I'll find,  When you tell me we're alright,  is that the truth?  What are you really hiding behind that cute smile.  Don't lie saying you're fine!  I never thought your touch could be so rough. I never thought you could divide our love into half Do you want me like you always did? You don't laugh at my jokes like you used to. I'm I not your favourite notification anymore?  If you seeing me through different eyes, tell me as my heart is tired. Tell me if I make you feel disgusted and exhausted. Tell me if my presence ruins your day. I'm I trying too hard to impress you?  I'm I not good enough ?  I want you  happy either way. I want that beautiful smile to never fade. I want you glow under the shed. But It's not fair. Because I'm the only one who cares.  I'm always there when you need me. Now I need you, you acting mean.  You're selfish.  I also need someone like me.  Who cares for

 I cannot get some sound sleep  For when I close my eyes I dream that you're mine I can feel your skin Pressing closely to mine Insomnia, runs in me so deep  From it and from you I can't leap... 'He'  aches to fulfill your every need So high, so lit doing some weed Come now, come bow The spreading of taut lips Emotions and dick grow Hungry swirls and grind of your hips Pressure building within me I feel your wet spilling and soaking me Face falls to cushion and ass rises up to me As your pussy begs me to take it fully

Let me hold your hand, Only when no ones around, Make sure no ones looking, I dont want people to see. I understand if your mad, Even though were not together, I know we have something,  But will it be there forever? Let me hold your hand, Only when no ones around, Make sure no ones looking, I dont want people to see. I have her around, I cant have people see, I know its not fair to you, Because it even hurts me. Let me hold your hand, Only when no ones around, Make sure no ones looking, I dont want people to see. I thought we couldnt be together I shouldnt do this to you, But I love you alot, And I know you love me too. Let me hold your hand, Only when no ones around, Make sure no ones looking, I dont want people to see. People think things when they see us together, I cant have you right now, But I still love you, And I want to be with you somehow. Let me hold your hand, Only when no ones around, Make sure no ones looking, I dont want people to see. Your so adorable, I hug you and I

I lay here all alone and think of our first chat It wasn't that long ago we talked of this and that So quickly we connected. Have we spoken before? I never want to end our chat. I always want some more. I find it difficult to believe how for you my heart aches I yearn for you and miss you heaps. i want your embrace. I think of you each minute of each day that goes by I fall asleep without you, it makes me want to cry. Last night I matched the stars with the times I think of you I was doing well until i ran out of stars, what was I to do? I lay back in my bed and think of you until I sleep The thoughts of you stay with me as I close my eyes and dream. How you've made me feel this way in such a short while is a question I ask myself and then I just smile You stole my heart so quickly like a thief in the night Its the strangest feeling I have had but who am I to fight? All I ask is that it's handled with love and with care It's been a little fragile in many recent years

 I can't meet you without wanting to again I kinder miss you the moment I leave your door. I can't touch you without feeling pure. Your eyes talk to me as the world stands still. You're special, beautiful and fun Hott and Sexy I know you know How your eyes glow Because you keep looking at 'em I'm jealous of your mirror It sees the parts of you I wanna see dearly. I want to steal your heart I want to make you happy I want to make you feel safe I want to see you smile, Even though It kills me I can't see clearly when you're near I'm blinded by your beauty. And when you not around  My heart feels your presence  sometimes I jus' wanna kiss you as you talk And hold you closer,  Wisper into your ear, "you're so cute when you talk".  I wanna do the craziest stuff with you😂 like smoking with titties out😍 I think of you most of the times those late replies make me want more I want more, I want to know you more I want to hang out more.

Love is... Love is truancy and emotions Love is Salacious desire and affections Love is the heart's connotations Love is... Love is an ocean of endless trust  In it you'll drown with complete submission As it enslaves your heart, expect no rescues Love is... Love is shrimp with passion sauce on nights dates Love is a feeling, a times discombobulates a times resonates Love is a journey, where forever after awaits Love is... Love is kind Love is an enlightened mind Love is blind Love is... Love is you and me Caress my heart and fondle my soul Love is in us and it's in control You were the poem i wrote by the candlelight My Love.

 I wish I could leave,her Love falsifies my choice I wish I could scream, her threats kill my voice I wish I could be happy,her moods ends my rejoice Its frantic, chaos,seeking solace in classicals From pop to a lover of Alessandro safina music Its either we basic or acidic... This relationship is indeed chemistry Never cease to amaze with these new mysteries I want to talk, and someone to ask Having a crush and being in love is no simple task I'm crazy, I'm demented, I nurse my lunacy I'm fire set to cool by winter, in a state of degeneracy My heart is in need of a transplant surgery Tired and in depression... I kiss pens in loneliness... I wish I was all alone My heart yearns to be home. :) XO

  She's beautiful she keeps Smiling. Beautiful eyes and lips. Amazing with a kind heart, So caring she for keeps. Keeps my heart warm I'm attracted to her charm She's crazy and funny in a good way. Brightens my dull days. I'm happier when she's around I glow, my heart is pumping joy. My lungs breath love My wish is to keep her happy and safe. Everyday is better than the other. Good memories piling on one another. From watching the sun set to sleeping under the stars. I truly love her. And I'm not scared that she may leave. I trust her wholly I've no doubt I believe It's how she make me feel generally.  I don't force anything, it just happens.  It's like drawning or flying  I've no control over it And It's really great, hope it lasts long :-) XO

Wait, you say, but I want to know. Wait, you say, but it's just so slow. Do I need to live with the questions Or simply wait for your confession? Who are you really in your mind? Is it the key I need to find? Do I accurately read your face, Or is your grin quite out of place? These answers won't just come too soon, And I just wonder how many moons. You'll keep me deeply in suspense, Inviting questions more intense. You have your reasons, I can tell But waiting seems a living hell. But I'm afraid to know the truth, And knowing this I feel abused. I know that rushing does no good, And patience just may prove it would Help me live with the unknown Until the truth will then be known. But truth arrives with revelation That makes us contemplate our station. Sometimes it's better just to wait Till we are fit to change our state. May Spirit help us in our quest To hear and understand the rest. Once we are clear to know the truth Life will advance and be more smooth

To many you are just a pillow A place for one to rest their head o r support their back Nothing more But not to me You mean more than that Of course you cushion my head; a nd much more You support my back; a nd much more The bitterest of tears; t hose that left scars The tears that flowed from somewhere b eyond the eyes You are the only one that saw them Not only that, y ou also wiped them from my eyes; And never complained even when I soaked you wet Never turned me down every time I came With so much weight on my back And so much hurt in my heart You held me gently, a nd let me cry myself to sleep And when I woke up you were still there There are times I punched you Well, I am sorry I had to I am also grateful you let me When I was furious and mad You let me let it out on you Allowed me to lay it all on you There are times I even threw you against the wall Kicked you under the bed Oh, I think I have stabbed you also Once, or twice, o