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My petals are fading

Please give me a window I hunger for the sun How can I grow in this dark Gray cell with metal barricades blocking the nutrients from the light Every day that pass I lose a petal to the dirt Yet my thorns continue to grow If I could just hear the birds sing to me My Rosey color would return from the blush of love But you take away the songs of God creations and replace them with walls for your rejected beings Who can love a Rose that is dying The fading of color is no longer appealing I'm withering yet my thorns continue to grow Sharper and sharper it becomes trying to protect the rest of It's lifeline I fear they will grow until the beauty of my petals fade away The thorns will only be protecting its memories A time when a person wouldn't even notice my shield of the thorns or the prick of the finger Just to place me into their hands to brighten the day Place me into the vase of love Refresh my soul with the waters of hope Cut away my thorns, so I can be held Please give m...

Dear Lord, Can I Live?

I'm walking around with this weight on my shoulder, yet my smile is getting broader. I'm I alive? I keep asking myself. Can I get a taste of life... Will I get the taste of life, See how amazing it is. Do the things I really want to do? Have a bite of success and happiness. Every goal I reach feels like it's not enough I need more, some say I should look at what I have, look at what I've accomplished not what I don't have, not where I'm heading. Enjoy the journey, not the destination. I can't do that, I can't. Worse of it all whenever I achieve what I want feels like it's not enough I want more. I want more of these. I want money, I make millions and it feels easy, I want more and more of these, When is it going to end? or does it? I want to be alive, live a life without fear and worries. Have fun, party whenever and wherever I can. Laugh with friends. Spend time with my family, Get a little more love and affection, some attention. Maybe I have all t...

Success

I hold no dream of fortune vast, I do not ask when life is past Nor seek undying fame. That many know my name. I may not own the skill to rise To glory's topmost height, Nor win a place among the wise, But I can keep the right. And I can live my life on earth Contented to the end, If but a few shall know my worth And proudly call me friend.

Best Relationship Advice for this month of love

  1. Don’t think “I’ll change them.” No you won’t. 2. It’s you TWO vs. the problem, NOT you vs. your partner. 3. Healing takes place in safe relationships. Not all relationships are safe. Some can re-traumatize your core wound. 4. If you fall in love with their soul before you touch their skin, it’s true love. 5. You got to be able to roll with the changes. The person you’re with at 25 will evolve by 45. 6. All relationships have one law. Never make the one you love feel alone especially when you’re there 7. Don’t let being lonely make you fall into low-energy relationships. 8. Be with someone who loves you, even when you’re not the easiest to love. 9. Your desire for support, trust, and deep connection isn’t a flaw and isn’t a weakness. 10. True intimacy comes from vulnerability, trust, and honesty. Best wishes. Reference: Sherry Cam Quora.

I'm sorry I wasted Your Time

I'm sorry I wasted your time. I couldn't find the right moment, Every time something felt off It kills me, My head was immense with wild thoughts. Running around like a wild beast. Reminding me of what a bad idea it was to make a move So I didn't move or said anything My heart was racing beating loud as It could My air was running out, I needed more So I had to find an excuse to go I'll try tomorrow I thought And my feet kept getting cold Time kept flying we were growing old I failed. And worst of all I failed to try With an excuse of being shy Not bold enough to finish what I started. Not resilient enough I hesitated I'm so sorry for wasting your time It's probably too late now The bridge is already crossed The gap can never be closed The damage is done

Courage

What’s behind the open door, is it happiness or pain? Who can I trust and will I make the same mistakes again? For those of us paralyzed by fear, what does the future hold? We could hide behind our fortress walls and watch ourselves grow old Or take the chance on happiness, knowing we could fall Will we fall in love or fall apart, for whom would we risk it all? The sage advice I offer you, “To thine own self be true” Accept that you are lovable, most importantly by you Courage and a leap of faith, is all it takes to start For when the right one comes along, you’ll know deep in your heart There are no guarantees in life, we have no crystal ball You may end up as you are now or you may just have it all Tell that someone how you feel, don’t let them slip away You're worthy of love and happiness, today and every day.

The First Day We Met

I heard music when I looked into your eyes  Despite the quiet circled around our bodies As snow crystals crept to form blankets  And if they were warm I would have crawled in Inviting you to lie beside me and intertwine  Our hands into jigsaw puzzle pieces  Fitting perfectly together to form a picture  Of the aurora borealis shining beautifully  Like your eyes softly singing to me  And your smile turning the cold into vapors Whisping into a fog and swiftly ascending  I could dream for hours of you beside me  Gazing into the purple hue of the sky  Or slithering and dancing beneath the sheets Melting the snowmen and making the angels blush