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I waited .(Part 1)

 It was difficult for me  to breathe so I waited To get that grasp of air to feel alive again. Those who know  me, know I hate waiting But this was necessary. I had to. I still remember you said you'll show up. I was happy. And the need to Impress you made it worse I couldn't stop smiling,  It was magical though I had my doubts I might disappoint you. I didn't want that to happen. So I got to working cleaned and arranged the house I wanted everything to be perfect as you're.   I knew you would be hungry, so started preparing your favorite meal I called my sister to help me with the recipe as I listened to J Cole songs in the background. Dancing for whatever reasons I was happy at least for a while. I knew today I finally get a chance with you A chance to show you a side of me that you never knew A shot from whatever range I wouldn't want to miss. Everything was going on well, I checked my phone once in a while you said you're preparing. And It was really happeni...

Skulls of dead feelings.

Skulls of dead feelings. I take a deep look inside,  There's nothing Just vague, hollow, and empty. How can I tell you how I feel when I'm not even sure How can I tell you how I feel when it doesn't matter I feel nothing, It's worthless. I want you but it doesn't matter I need you but it doesn't matter to you or anyone else. When It's worthless when it's nothing. I take a deeper look inside, I see a child believing he's strong when he's weak pretending to be wise when he's clueless. scared but pretend to be fearless. wants to feel something but he's numb I take a deeper look inside and it's scary nothing is left just death shouting ghosts wallowing and haunting eating me from inside Every feeling that rose was killed was Ignored and  suffocated No hope inside, just walking dead. It's a desert of dead feelings a river of sorrow and sadness Just darkness a pool of dead skulls Nothing makes sense at all. I take a deep look inside the...

What do I see in you?

What do I see in you? Oh boy. Oh boy, I see mountains and rivers, a lifetime of joy, I see the sun shining on the greyest day, I see clouds of silver lining my way, What do I see in you? Oceans of blue, Colorful rainbows, morning dew, Trees of glory displaying leaves of green. I see goodness and beauty in all living things. I hear creatures of darkness prowling the night, But I'm safe in your arms as you hold me real tight. I feel the whispers of the wind entwining my soul. I feel you breathing, that makes me whole. I hear the rain falling and the sun on my face. I feel the shadows of darkness as me you embrace. I feel happiness and laughter, tears and sorrow, But without you, my love, there would be no tomorrow. I feel thunder and lightning whenever you're near. I feel whispers of love wind brings to my ear, But of all of the things that nature may bring, It's your love I cherish above everything. Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/what-do-i-see-in-you

Dating Myself

That time you vowed that you'd be there for me I dearly took it to the heart so when you left me all on my own my soul too fell apart the red rose that you gave me under the sparkling moon has weakened and died just like our relationship, both were too soon   still, I felt tied to you connected more than ever I wanted to embrace you again felt that our love would last forever but then I realized your love was just a disguise you only used me for your own needs your 'love' was only ever greed I wanted myself to become stronger so that my next relationship would be longer and then happiness grew from within I realized that holding hands with myself was harder than it ever could have been to hold hands with her  

Love Can Move Mountains

Love can move mountains And suppress the stormy sea Love that lives deep in the heart of me!   Love can light up the sky When to yourself you ask why When life leaves you feeling lost and dark With love there is always a bright spark   Love can make you smile on a miserable day Love can take all your scars away Love can for you dry up the Nile And allow you walk that extra mile   Love can restore a broken heart Love can heal where it hurt When all feels lost and out of control Love can touch your soul     Love can move mountains And suppress the stormy sea Love always lives deep in the heart of me!

The More Complete My Heart Feels

I can never tell you in words what my feelings are for you. I know in the deepest part of my heart and soul I love you. Those three little words don't say enough. What are the perfect words for me to say to you? There is none to say with the meaning I need them to have. You just have to know that my love grows more and more every day, I need you and can't live this life without you ever again. All I know is my poem for you is me showing how much I truly love you. Here I am going to try to say why I truly love you so. Each and every day I wake up next to you I am truly blessed. Feeling your arms wrap around me while I sleep keeps the nightmares away. Having the feeling of finally feeling safe at night and in the day I can not say thank you enough. My heart just grows more and more for you. When you pull me to you and kiss me I become more and more yours. Never wanting our lips to part. You feel so far away when they do. The closer you are to me the more complete my heart feels. ...

I'll Just Admire You From a Distance

I've never been the type to say what I feel But I have this feeling I could never reveal I just don't want you to leave me for having this feeling Because I know you're already my everything I choose not to show this feeling within me I really tried to keep it a secret but it always shows as you can see You're my best friend through bad times and good times But hiding these feelings of mine feels like a crime With you, I feel so fine how I wish you could be mine Your eyes are like stars so bright You are sweet, funny, and always right We we're once closer than the moon and the stars But now it feels like I'm a lost piece of a broken jar I tried to forget what I have felt But my heart feels like an Ice cream that continues to melt We used to be together every day So I'm afraid if you'll go away A day with you is another day to cherish And my secret thought of you will never vanish You'll just be a dream A dream that would never come true and would sta...