TEZO DIGITAL

I'm living a lie And it's hard not to deny I'm not the man you see When you look at me I'm living in a day dream A fantasy of my own creation I'm drowning in my own indignation Not willing to give up my imagined view I'm the fool in the mirror Looking back at you  I'm blinded by the many masks I wear Not willing to bare the real man in front of you I'm not sure who I really am anymore And that's the truth I'm lying to myself Would I do that to you? Xo;

I love this feeling', the feeling' I get when I think about you like a tingling shooting throughout my body Just to imagine, dancing with you kissing you, holding your hand I'm in a dreamy haze I never believed that anyone could make me feel  the way you do The way you smile I turn into a puddle those eyes, tell a story make me want to make you mine You've got me up at all hours writing our names together  with little hearts surrounding You have my walls tumbling down defenses have been destroyed stuttering every response you got my tongue twisted in knots all I see is you looking back at me I want to know more and more  about your ambitions  the you behind the scenes Your Smile Is warm  Feels like you're hugging my heart. My heart melts when I see you.  There's so much joy when you're in my arms.  I can't take you off my mind. I want to see you more and more. 

 I love that bitch  Because she hits where it really hurts  Her name is karma and she defends me When the world hurts me, she hurts them  And it's so fulfilling to know she's there To wipe my tears and enjoy the moment  When she tarnishes my enemies  I laugh because I have the right to Because y'all treated me unfair and it's my time I love karma because she showed me fate is on my side Steering close but deep Fulfilling Evey tear that they gave And for that lover who left me on the isle,  I hear he's dead My bitch killed him Because she cares more than anyone else. Karma is my girl.

 As the beats of the music grow louder My heart beats even faster With the one I love being beside me,  All I want is to conquer the world  Live and love forever  But I keep wondering if forever is a scam Because you didn't hold on like I did  When I weeped you weren't there I thought we'd be like fine wine  We'd age but our love would remain stronger  I guess I was quite wrong  And that makes me sick  You wiped my smile away  now I'm here contemplating on what I did wrong 

My heart is crying, bleeding I can't share my burden, love is tearing me apart, I beg for your care and treatment, for my heart is broken, I am unwell and lonely, desolate  thoughts of my unelaborated life For you're a healer, palliate these deep wounds and doleful memories i have Far a rift exists within me so wide and uncertain After all I've been through, i should at least let my soul sail free Emotions unexampled, shattered, brokenhearted yet still beats for you I'm nothing without love and peace, and giving myself to you pricks old wounds for the heart never forget I can't share  my affection with anyone else, You are the only one connected to my labyrinthine way of life, and i so need your help I suffer in solitary, as for my mistakes "i'm sorry"! Hear my sincere yelps I hold you in my tender heart, I'll hold you as long as i can survive, till then as in the tomorrow days when the Lord summons us above, my soul for you whenever i go, wherever...

 I wish I could read your mind, but I'm scared of what I'll find,  When you tell me we're alright,  is that the truth?  What are you really hiding behind that cute smile.  Don't lie saying you're fine!  I never thought your touch could be so rough. I never thought you could divide our love into half Do you want me like you always did? You don't laugh at my jokes like you used to. I'm I not your favourite notification anymore?  If you seeing me through different eyes, tell me as my heart is tired. Tell me if I make you feel disgusted and exhausted. Tell me if my presence ruins your day. I'm I trying too hard to impress you?  I'm I not good enough ?  I want you  happy either way. I want that beautiful smile to never fade. I want you glow under the shed. But It's not fair. Because I'm the only one who cares.  I'm always there when you need me. Now I need you, you acting mean.  You're selfish.  I also need someone like me....

 I cannot get some sound sleep  For when I close my eyes I dream that you're mine I can feel your skin Pressing closely to mine Insomnia, runs in me so deep  From it and from you I can't leap... 'He'  aches to fulfill your every need So high, so lit doing some weed Come now, come bow The spreading of taut lips Emotions and dick grow Hungry swirls and grind of your hips Pressure building within me I feel your wet spilling and soaking me Face falls to cushion and ass rises up to me As your pussy begs me to take it fully