Posts

I wanna Die, I wanna Live a Little

came a long to see you, only to say goodbye I wanna stay,but I'll have to go we’ll talk tomorrow or I can call you later with nothing to say Or I can still stay with nothing to say or do  We can…? Never mind it’s a bad idea, I should go goodbye. The following morning, I really miss you and I wanna see you please come over.  Oh something came up I had to leave the house. I'll call you when I get back. “I really love you, you know but I’ve nothing to show”  bye. I start wandering in the house with nothing to do. “Are you back?” “No.” I should tell her I'm back late so she won’t make it in time. It’s  now all most 10:00 PM “I'm back, I don’t know if you can make it. It’s dangerous at this time” “Don’t worry I’ll take an Uber” What do you want? I ask myself again and again. No answer comes to mind. She calls. “I'm here, come pick me up.” Clearly I want heaven but I’m comfortable with hell I want happiness but seem to be content in sorrow and loneliness. Comes in with fo

Try not to be Shy

Image
Stalled Cars Litter that long fixed street you're lost out there Searching for somewhere to go Holding my pitiful effects Looking on without a hint Been searching for somebody Someone very much like you Your heart aches just like your feet You've strolled such countless miles And my teeth are broken and cracked From that large number of joyless smiles However, You don't have to hide anymore, That search in your eyes Try not to be shy!

If I were King

Image
   I often wish I were a King, And then I could do anything. If only I were King of Nairobi, I'd make you let her be. If only I were King of Uganda, I'd scare the ones under, If only I were King of Spain, I'd take my hat off in the rain. If only I were King of France, I wouldn't brush my hair for aunts. If I were King of Greece, I'd push things off the mantelpiece. If I were King of Norway, I'd ask an elephant to stay. If I were King of Babylon, I'd leave my button gloves undone. If I were King of Timbuctoo, I'd think of lovely things to do. If I were King of anything, I'd tell the soldiers, "I'm the King!"

Happy Mothers Day

Image
  When God created mothers, All as lovely as can be, He made one extra special, And saved her just for me! Happy Mother's Day Mamana ! Your son loves you.

Shallow.

The day love poured out of my mouth and into the world you turned away from me telling me that my insides needed to be pretty too as if you looked into my eyes and just knew that I was something barren That night I ate roses Thorns lining my stomach, I approached you again the next day fervently  smiling through bleeding teeth only, this time  I looked inside of you seeing not love but  pity The pink and yellow roses in my stomach turned grey maybe  I  only really loved myself is that why I was this way?

What aspects should you consider while choosing a life partner?

Image
 The following are 8 key factors to consider while choosing a life partner 1.Ability to fit well with your family Your family was, is and will always be a key support system in your life. They can tell if your prospective life partner is suitable or unsuitable for you. If he or she cannot cope with your family members, you might be choosing a wrong partner. 2. Ability to make you laugh. A sense of humor can help you overcome many of life's obstacles. If someone can make you smile when you don't feel like it, that's a great quality. 3. Choose someone who respects you and your ideas When choosing a life partner be sure to select someone who will respect all aspects of your life. Mutual respect is one of the defining traits to look for in a life partner. 4. Find someone who have shared values Having shared values reinforces the foundation of your relationship. Simple things such as consensus on the number of children you want or living within your means create a conducive envi

What are some cool psychological facts about Attractiveness?

Image
  If you are attractive, people of your gender will judge you harshly. Men are instantly attracted to beautiful eyes or eyes with beautiful makeup. Women are only attracted to confidence in a less attractive man. They instantly feel insecure about a confident attractive man. They still give them the benefits of doubt though. When you make others laugh, you appear more attractive to them. Most people find narcissists more attractive than other people. The saying "you can't love someone else until you love yourself" and narcissists fit into this very profile. When you cut someone off from your life, they'll never tell the full story. They'll only tell you the part that makes you look bad and makes them look innocent. If you want to catch someone’s attention; suddenly look at them, ( even if you don’t move your head at all ) will tend to do the trick. Humans are biologically wired to become attached to what's familiar. Which is why we hold onto things even if the

A Date With Fate

I should be dead along time ago But I'm here deep into shit I can't understand.  I  lost my muse and the hunger for writing I'm sad and my tears just run down to my stomach  I'm tired, frustrated and bitter I want more of this life but It's no longer sweeter. I want this money but the courage to chase after it faded I've many sores on my feet already and journey is so long  I should never give up but what's left? I should be greedy for success yet this shit leading to more stress. I should be patient yet rage is feeling up I can't contain it I should lash out or scream I need help  The streets are unforgiving everyone fighting for his own survival  How can I save you from drowning when we are in the same storm in the same sea Middle of nowhere trying to keep our heads up to get some air.  Everyone's suicidal.  Depression, anxiety is smothering us all.  Voices in our heads screaming you should end it.  Is this our fate? are we all in the same boat? Is

Current Jobs in Dubai and how to apply for Free!!

Image
  We are sharing this one in a lifetime opportunity with our Readers who may be interested. We àre looking for suitable candidates to fill the positions below 1. Sales Associates(Men & Ladies) - Dubai 2. Store Managers(Men & Ladies) - Dubai 3. Security Guards - Qatar & Bahrain 4. Cleaners - Qatar 5. Cargo Loaders - Bahrain Call our office via +254 716 480 702 / +254 723 603 708 Email your CV to elmerryinternational@gmail.com / info@elmerryinternational.com Building & Construction Truck Drivers Security Guards Hotel & Hospitality School Teachers Office Cleaners House Helps

Poetry

 I want to hug you and sleep in your arms  Peaceful,  Forgetting the Old days,  And days to come, I want to live in Your arms,  In the moment. 

Poetry Farm

A poetry farmer went one day To a poetry shop to buy some hay. Well dear reader this isn't funny For you see she had no money, The poetry shop sent her away, To find a free farm if she may, Then to her browser like a dummy Searching for a farm of poetry and honey And so created a free account with PoetryFarm .

I want to know more..

Image
  It interests me not what you do for a living. I wanna know what you crave for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's desires. It interests me not how long you have been alive. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your deep desires for the unknowns of being alive. It interests me not what planets are revolving the sun... I want to know if you have been at the core of your own challenges if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become fearful and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can accept pain mine or your own without looking to hide it or fade it or fix it. I wanna know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can move your body and let the beats fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without reminding yourself to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It interests me not if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to b

And when I Smoke, when I do

Image
  My eyes are fine; they just prefer the color red. Oo and my lips, no, that's a result of drinking coffee, All is well with my sense of humor. My mind is well just thinking deeper. Ooh my laughter worries you, I am just too happy to stay calm You can't see this fly guy driving this fly? Oo the fly is homeless, can use my ear Oo the cough, I think it must be some dust. No it'll go away in a minute What smoke came out my nose? What, what are you saying?

I'm still Cute

Image
 I'M STILL ME My looks are nothing extra, My face doesn't lie about my age, My skin still tight and smooth, And my energy's still the same. Too often my memory works for me, Not easily do I lose things at all. Do almost all as I plan, Never to allow them slip my mind I try hard to avoid my mirror. Even harder not to smile on it, And when I catch a glimpse, I recognize me. I still have crushes on random women, I try hard not to check them out, And when I manage not to, I take a minute in a world with them. I still come to my home from work, Turn on the music on wanting pitch, Still listen to songs about drugs and murder, They still make me skip reality.. Money will take its time away from me Or maybe decide never to stay with me, But never will I appear like I miss her, Rather forever work harder to marry her. Life has went a little faster for me, I have done quite a lot at a young age, I have felt old more that twice, But I still take a bath and glow beyond my limits!!

Regardless

Image
  The continent will still drift and the skies will still spew. The sun won't rise any faster and the moon will follow relaxed The beauty of life will continue to flourish all around, but now you are gone, these birds have no sound. And my heart does not beat. Quiet inside my chest. My tears falling and my head, my head unrested But I have limited options Only to move through this life. Endlessly attempting to fill this unexpected gap left