I wanna Die, I wanna Live a Little
came a long to see you, only to say goodbye I wanna stay,but I'll have to go we’ll talk tomorrow or I can call you later with nothing to say Or I can still stay with nothing to say or do We can…? Never mind it’s a bad idea, I should go goodbye. The following morning, I really miss you and I wanna see you please come over. Oh something came up I had to leave the house. I'll call you when I get back. “I really love you, you know but I’ve nothing to show” bye. I start wandering in the house with nothing to do. “Are you back?” “No.” I should tell her I'm back late so she won’t make it in time. It’s now all most 10:00 PM “I'm back, I don’t know if you can make it. It’s dangerous at this time” “Don’t worry I’ll take an Uber” What do you want? I ask myself again and again. No answer comes to mind. She calls. “I'm here, come pick me up.” Clearly I want heaven but I’m comfortable with hell I want happiness but seem to be content in sorrow and loneliness. Comes in with fo