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What I Want To Say

what i want to say I love you more than i love my self I enjoy evey moment i talk to you  even if its through texting Barely doing nothing  without  thinking of you. Do you know  much i admire your pictures? Do you know how many times I've kissed your pictures? Countless I love you so much Xoxo

You Don't Get What You Want

Has someone ever asked you, what you want and you know what but you become afraid to say it out? Have you known what someone wants and may be asks out for it but you denied them for no reason. Its a natural thing that we were meant not get what we want or i cant understand it, despite massive researches that I've done. Going around asking people and some of my friends what they wanted in life, especially when they were young and now if they are even close in achieving it. Most of them agree with me that ,you always don't get what you want. others say may be we don't know what we all want and embrace what we have and looks like that's what we wanted. Here is one of the funniest thing on the earth is that you wont get what you want. You'll struggle a lot not to get what you want. For a record the most successful people out here seem to have everything they wanted in life. But it never happens there is always something missing in it they want so bad and they will never...

HOPE

Have you ever asked yourself, why do people suffer in a situation they can run away from? From a situation they can evade and be happy.  Why be with a guy/lady who cheats on you again and again, who makes you sad, why? Why endure hardship? Why would a widowed woman spend all her earnings to take her children to school, why not enjoy herself? Why fall in love with a drunkard when there are many single more-responsible men out there? Why marry a homeless guy? .... These questions are to an extent rhetorical, but not to all humans.  I convinced myself that I had to  do thorough research and come up with something. To start my research, I went ahead to enquire a few words of wisdom from a beautiful middle aged woman who's been married to a drunkard who eventually stopped drinking after fifteen years of marriage. Her answer moved me abit. Hope As simple as the word is, but so strong, so meaningful. She never explained anything. Hope is what makes us go through a lot. Make...

This Is For The Dreamers

Lisa  a stable lady with almost everything a man would need in a woman. A maisonette that nobody bought for her, she built it herself, cars and her business. She defines beauty, all from her toes to that curly natural hair. Curvy and not so thick, just the size you'll like or admire. She broke many necks whenever she walked past fellow vertebrates. It's true that not only men admired her but also women, most of them gossiped, most of them wished they would rather be her, some thought the creator was somehow unfair to in giving her all, everything. She was brilliant and wisdom had flooded her brains. She was so lovely. But.. Lisa wasn't so confident. Maybe it's because of the environment she was brought up in, or maybe her genes, her nature. She had few friends, her only brother and a former college friend. English would describe her as bipolar. Most of the times you'll find her alone, she enjoyed her own company. After graduating from the university of Johannesb...

Weapon

Something you should know I fought hard for you to let go You are the one i embrace and adore. You gat the keys to my heart and a spare for my door. I was a player but for a record your my best score. The Best new catch i will never throw. Keeping me indoors as you lay low Its best for me you're a good Hoe. I wanna prepare my farm for the next season. Im working really hard baby girl your the reason. I can fearlessly walk in to war cause you my weapon. All time Top rated coz you're a fashion killer and icon. Wanna see you everytime,when you far we facetime through the phone. Btw you're the one who taught me how to stone. The one who gave me this crown This is so amazing we flying on our own zone Bloody tears i what i'll shed when i hear you're gone. I just dont want to be lone. She is my wings together we fly. She is my lighter I'm always high. Always together we never use good bye. We're one, still with knots to tie. Together we laug...

Why and Why?Relationships Don't Last?

So I've been so keen on whats trending in our relationships nowadays.They don't last long its like they are a movie which you want it  to continue but it ends abruptly . I could list common reasons about that only to find out there is just one reason.  Love.   Love is a strong feeling that is now taken for granted.Love is a lie. Love is a word to express your lies and other hidden interest. Love is what blinds us from prospering. I can strongly argue there is no love in this planet. It ended the day when Cain Killed his brother. From then people were led by greed personal interest. People may say i claim there is no love and other people everyday get married. People don't get married due to love they have certain interest in that marriage,It may not be the common one but there always a reason behind everything someone does. Imagine this everyone is getting married even the lil kids you saw them growing up. So what you do now is also get married because everyone is getting...

My Heart is Bleeding...

My Heart was never broken it is used to loneliness. Cause it never got what it wanted the joy and happiness. Fate didn't bring us to one  side. Making it dark,lonely,empty and wild. My heart is crying for the one it loves But its a servant to a master it doesn't serve. Hate,envy,sadness its all what it haves No hope since manna no longer falls from above. My heart  is bleeding and pleading for you Wishing all its dreams happen to be true Hoping that one day you'll get the clue That loving you is all it could do. My heart is no longer at peace Always on  war trying to let go Its Hard very hard, its no longer at ease Making me always feel down and low. My heart is out on a cold breezy night Begging you to understand get it right That it wants you,give it a chance Let it in,to show you love even once. Its on the edge with nothing to balance My heart is dry in rain so cracked and in pain Your the water that quenches it My heart is dying burning in hell...