TEZO DIGITAL

What Did She Do To Me... I want to stay away from her and deny this feeling . Open a  new chapter and try to forget everything Deep down I just want to hate her. seems Im not trying. Every time she smiles I keep on falling. What did she do to me? Everytime I look at her I become weak I relapse she really makes me sick For the love unrecipricated I can't stick But everytime she laughs I keep on falling What did she do to me? I don't want to fall in love with her She turn me into a pendulum Everytime my feelings get swindled ? Back and forth I keep on falling What did she do to me? When I wake up I think of her every morning I try to ignore, her beautiful face keeps knocking I suppress my feelings so i can keep going Her late night calls, I keep on falling What did she do to me? Can we be enemies I would wish to ask? Or strangers if that's a difficult task But we are friends forever so Im stuck We hang out I keep on falling. What did she do to m...

Don’t be fooled by me. Don’t be fooled by the face I wear For I wear a mask, a thousand masks, Masks that I’m afraid to take off And none of them is me. Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me, but don’t be fooled, for God’s sake don’t be fooled. I give you the impression that I’m secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water’s calm and I’m in command and that I need no one, but don’t believe me. My surface may be smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don’t want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That’s why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only hope, and I know it. Tha...

I've been writing way since I knew I could write filling piles of books. I did all that and never wanted anyone to see them. And I would get angry if you did read any of my poems or anything I've ever written. Because I was afraid of being judged or whatever people will say. The system taught me being in the middle is the safest place to be. I'm the student who always knows the answer and stays quiet . I knew I was weird buh I had to act normal. I lost myself in there just to be like the others. Strangers might be knowing  more about me than my friends because Im afraid they'll judge me. Okay maybe strangers also do judge buh its better. I won't see it. For a fact i know is don't try to divide the sea like Moses you're not Moses, Just build a bridge, make your own boat   or  swim accross the sea. I ask people how do they do it? They even don't know. It's like it just happened to them that they don't care about other peoples opinions? I can dr...

Beautiful Daughter. Your so beautiful buh you haven't realised it. Desperate for love. All you want is a long lasting relationship. Real Love. Real Affection. Someone to be always there for you. Buh All you get is heart breaks. Harsh situations. Fake Love. All the guys you Truly Love end up leaving you for no reason. And you think it's your fault thats happening to you alone. All your friends and happily enjoy there 5 anniversary together. It hurts I know. You are in abusive r/ship buh you can't leave because you want to keep your reputation to people. Or you don't think someone will love you anymore if you leave him. He beats you up every night and you still there holding on to 'love' You're Low Esteemed and depressed because you don't get what you want while others do each and every time. You so jealous of them buh still congratulate them.  You want to turn into a hoe and  go all your feelings out to the world buh something is holding you back....

We suffer alot in cirmustances where we could ask for help. We lie to prove to our ownselves that we are strong on our own. No one can make it by himself, there is always someone helping May be in prayers which he may never know. Stop taking it all by yourself, what are friends for? This is a problem that I also suffer from, I'm in town stranded, I dont have any fare to get back to college, may be  I used up all the money I had doing something else, Or I Lost It. Instead of calling  my friends  or calling home for help, I decide to walk back to college. I can do it. In the back of my mind is, may be they don't have it. Or im bothering them too much.They are busy doing something else. And i dont want to look needy. Im lost.I dont know the direction to a certain building and still I'll walk in circles for hours and hours Where there is an alternative, ask for someone who knows the place and get to the building faster. Thats my habit I don't want to bother any...

Hey beautiful you used to be everything to me. A home to me and in your  arms i felt happy. Seeing you made me smile for no reason. And smiling back at me tickled my heart. Looking into your eyes made me someone else I had no control I really didn't know who I was.    Still now i can't remember who i was. Every single day I was falling in love with you I enjoyed the ride it was like falling into a pit. It was the greatest feeling I was never scared or worried I had all my trust with I wont hit the bottom. You are so big hearted So caring so supportive so humble so  beautiful looking at you made me so emotional. How you  looked out for me, Fighting my battles I was like a Kid to you. Looking at you was everything  mostly when you're unaware im looking at you while you're doing some chores. You're just pure of heart amazing gorgeous. Im out of words I cant explain you're just perfect. You saying My Mood affects yours. And you  wanted to see ...

Picture me holding you in my arms Picture me lying on your bed And a feeling that you cant escape. Picture me being there every moment you need me While you walking down the aisle Picture me waiting for you, my eyes full of tears. Picture every place you want go with me. The life will have together Picture the  beautiful babies that will take your eyes Picture us dancing to our favourite song Walking laughing in the moonlight. Seated outside counting the stars together Picture me being supportive in everything you do. Coming home from work to have those tasty lips Picture me singing you lullabies and tell you bedtime story Picture me never doing wrong picture us together our love growing strong