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If I Could Tell

When I see you in the morning,
it brightens up my day.
There are so many thoughts on my mind,
so many words I want to say.
I want to tell you how I feel,
but the words I cannot find.
They're all mixed up with my thoughts
that are running through my mind.
I've been keeping it locked up
because I know there's not a chance.
You never look my way.
You don't even take a glance.
You don't even know you're doing this,
toying with my heart.
I wish I could just tell you,
but I don't know where to start.
Should I tell you how much you mean to me
or how badly I want to be with you?
If I were to say these things
how would you react, what would you do?
Would you never talk to me again?
Would you never look my way?
That would just bring me back
to where I am today.
Then I'd start all over
and choose a different route
to make you understand
my feelings that want out.
I don't know what to do
or even how to say.
Maybe I should lock it up
and keep myself away.
My heart would ache even more,
but maybe for the good.
I just really want to tell you
only if I could.
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Phanice kadzo said…
I love this one...it's so emotional. Big up.👏👌
19 April 2018 at 11:26
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