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Beautiful Daughter

Beautiful Daughter. Your so beautiful buh you haven't realised it. Desperate for love. All you want is a long lasting relationship. Real Love. Real Affection. Someone to be always there for you. Buh All you get is heart breaks. Harsh situations. Fake Love. All the guys you Truly Love end up leaving you for no reason. And you think it's your fault thats happening to you alone. All your friends and happily enjoy there 5 anniversary together. It hurts I know. You are in abusive r/ship buh you can't leave because you want to keep your reputation to people. Or you don't think someone will love you anymore if you leave him. He beats you up every night and you still there holding on to 'love' You're Low Esteemed and depressed because you don't get what you want while others do each and every time. You so jealous of them buh still congratulate them.  You want to turn into a hoe and  go all your feelings out to the world buh something is holding you back.

You Don't Have To Be Strong

We suffer alot in cirmustances where we could ask for help. We lie to prove to our ownselves that we are strong on our own. No one can make it by himself, there is always someone helping May be in prayers which he may never know. Stop taking it all by yourself, what are friends for? This is a problem that I also suffer from, I'm in town stranded, I dont have any fare to get back to college, may be  I used up all the money I had doing something else, Or I Lost It. Instead of calling  my friends  or calling home for help, I decide to walk back to college. I can do it. In the back of my mind is, may be they don't have it. Or im bothering them too much.They are busy doing something else. And i dont want to look needy. Im lost.I dont know the direction to a certain building and still I'll walk in circles for hours and hours Where there is an alternative, ask for someone who knows the place and get to the building faster. Thats my habit I don't want to bother any

Happily Never After

Hey beautiful you used to be everything to me. A home to me and in your  arms i felt happy. Seeing you made me smile for no reason. And smiling back at me tickled my heart. Looking into your eyes made me someone else I had no control I really didn't know who I was.    Still now i can't remember who i was. Every single day I was falling in love with you I enjoyed the ride it was like falling into a pit. It was the greatest feeling I was never scared or worried I had all my trust with I wont hit the bottom. You are so big hearted So caring so supportive so humble so  beautiful looking at you made me so emotional. How you  looked out for me, Fighting my battles I was like a Kid to you. Looking at you was everything  mostly when you're unaware im looking at you while you're doing some chores. You're just pure of heart amazing gorgeous. Im out of words I cant explain you're just perfect. You saying My Mood affects yours. And you  wanted to see me at my b

Picture Me

Picture me holding you in my arms Picture me lying on your bed And a feeling that you cant escape. Picture me being there every moment you need me While you walking down the aisle Picture me waiting for you, my eyes full of tears. Picture every place you want go with me. The life will have together Picture the  beautiful babies that will take your eyes Picture us dancing to our favourite song Walking laughing in the moonlight. Seated outside counting the stars together Picture me being supportive in everything you do. Coming home from work to have those tasty lips Picture me singing you lullabies and tell you bedtime story Picture me never doing wrong picture us together our love growing strong

The Beautiful Neighbour Next Door.

She is so beautiful,can't explain,perfect I Love how she smells a bacon scent. She hugged me once she is so soft. The way she looks at me,wow she is so hot. With the short hair and the prettiest smile. Her beauty didn't  just come from her great sense of style. Her gorgeous face is something that I would die for. She’s the whole package there’s nothing more I can ask for. She has the perfect skin tone with dark brown eyes. A small waist and little thin thighs. Her hands are sweet you know nice and smooth. When she's around  sometimes I get the blues. She keep her hair up tight using that good shampoo. Haven,t seen her feet yet but I’m sure they look good too. I’m addicted to seeing her it’s like I’m under a spell. Her voice is sweet, in the bathroom she sings so well My friends say go get her, I say she’s out of my league. If we were both plants she’d be a flower and I’d be some weeds. I get up early because to see her I can not wait. Her smile makes

If You Know Her

She always feels alone No friends she walks alone Down the hall ways to class Quietly sits front row. Take out her machine and starts coding. If you know her say hi. She is beautiful and scared. Wants the party life and never dared Beautiful eyes and nice lips to kiss Making everyone jump into conclusion she is taken If you know her say hi. She needs friends but she is alone. She's burning down,she needs a boner. Overthinking the world is against her. And no one will ever like her. She is desperate for love If you know her say hi. She is among our communities Buh we judge her alot Giving her false accusation Breaking her down unknowingly Socially bullying her If you know her say hi I'm talking about that girl Who fights depression and suicidal thoughts Feeling unworthy and unwanted The one you make fun about not getting laid She smiles but you don't know. If you know her say hi She got the loudest laugh and jokes Inside she also gat tones

Mrs Me.

Scream that you hate me when I know you don't It's okay I fucked up so much I'm still surprised you don't What's your plan? To love me forever like you promised in 11th grade And never break that promise even though I didn't hesitate I owe you a rose for every breath you take I owe you all the love got invested in heaven And then a necklace that say you come before second place And make up for the empty space I left, my greatest mistake I wish I could erase it I wish we could do what we want and just go make some babies I wish our parents meet and kick it like they both related I can't wait till they celebrate us Mrs. Me Go deep inside you like I'm tryna find a missing key This is me Signing up to work OT putting butterflies in your intestines I'll say I dig you when it's deep enough to bury me Still, then it be deep enough for you to marry me Kill, anybody that takes away your happiness Spill, real, if that is me then I am hanging me Coz y

Go Tell Your Friends About Me.

Go tell your friends about me. Tell them how I'm always there for you How i  care about you. How i only want you And the sacrifices i make for you. Tell them about the endless night chats How we can sit on the rooftop counting stars How humble and Kind of a man I'm How Handsome and cool I'm. How fantastic and funny I'm How potential Im Tell them everything. That i want you to be mine That without you i cant be fine That I really like you and ready to give you my heart. That i even can't explain how much i love you. That i want to get to your heart That i always want the best for you Tell your Friends I can do anything for you I can even take a bullet for you And  I wish i could carry your pain If i could i would take you around the world Tell them about the dates we go. Tell them about my songs how they all talk about you. Tell them its you i want nothing more Tell them how scared I'm,of loosing you How nice I'm and how i want to p

Thank you Mama

Thank you mama…. For being by me all the way, And helping me in my awful day, For confronting me and not sending me away, Thank you mama. Thank you mama… You cheered me when I felt sad, And laughed with me when I went glad, You held my arms when I felt bad, Thank you mama. Thank you mama… For being the only friend that I totally trusts, The only being with no hidden crusts, For giving me unconditional love like it were musts, Thank you mama. Thank you mama…. You always encouraged me to fight, And defend both of my right, You made the light shine bright through my night, Thank you mama. Thank you mama… For always being ready to sacrifice for my sake, And defend me from anything fake, For making me feel like the best version of your make, Thank you mama. Thank you mama For being there whenever i call. For the shelter,during colds Sometimes i think you are a god, Always blessing me. Thank you mama… You got me up all through my teens, And natured me b

I have a Secret Too

Yeah, everybody has a secret. I have one, too. Most of my friends know, But what about you? I can't explain what I'm feeling. Could it be true? I'm not sure, but I think I'm falling for you. To be honest, I think it's quite possible. It's funny how this feeling grew. I'm falling once again, But this time it's for you. Tell me you like me Or at least give me a clue. I know this feeling I've felt it before, But that was different 'Cause he walked out the door... I could be losing it, But I'll let the rain pour Because a day without you Is like hitting the floor. All over again, I'll fight this war... Standing here with you feels so right, But something's wrong. This rhyme is a little off, But I'll sing this song. It's beautiful Because its melody is so lovely, but somehow it doesn't belong. It doesn't have to be perfect, So why don't you sing along? I'm being honest. I can't

Breakfast For Dinner

On that day, you were neat mummy  Your cologne with a perfect odor and yummy. The lipstick, eyebrows everything  fabulous. Not sure of anything I get little nervous Everything about you just a turn on. Sorry, I for always being on my phone Asking Parky what to do, hope  I didn't  make you feel lone. You got me turned on like some deans, More so your high waist jeans, Wanted to get in it by any means. Never mind it was a wonderful date, A cool restaurant with cool breeze no fate. Though looking into your eyes wasn't easy, Speaking out my mind wouldn't have been any easy.  But all it you really care, It was a very peaceful night,I can't get it out of my mind. I have every detail of it,how you're so kind. Can't remember how many times i told you,"you're so beautiful."  I still feel it wasn't enough you're are more than what words can say, No words to describe you Sometimes all i wish is living that day all my life. I'

The Depressed Generation

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This  young generation we  are experiencing a much higher risk for mental health issues than previous generations. Levels of depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts are becoming problematically high for today’s teens and the youth. While there may be many factors causing these issues, experts believe that we  struggle with perfectionism and elevated expectations which can lead to depression. This younger generation may feel more pressure to achieve higher education, a successful career and better social standing. High personal standards and overly critical self-evaluations are causing  struggle with the type of perfectionism that negatively affects their mental health. A recent study found that  actually  we suffer from multiple kinds of perfectionism including high ambitions, social pressure, and high expectations of others. The current generation of teens and college students are dealing with more of these pressures than previous generations. They have increasingly unrealistic

The Unspoken

Being with you is a blessing that I wouldn't like anyone else to deny me. I had a dream yester night, but like most of my dreams, I can't remember the exact thing. It left me so passionate about you and with a strong impression. Even now that I'm fully awake, I still see your face glowing next to me, so beautiful and I can fully relate to it as if it were a perfect brand of your kind. I've never felt such intimacy my entire life. While looking into your eyes, I've realized a lot of things that were unspoken from myself for years now, like fragments of my inner desires. I know this comes as a surprise and you may be wondering why it took me so long to come clean. Well, my only desires for this life has, for years now, been my happiness and the happiness of the people around me. But, perhaps the only thing keeping me in touch with reality is your presence in my life…  My whole life, I've wanted to have nothing but the best out of everything and good things ar

My Mask.

My smile hides my tears. My laugh hides my screams. It's been this way for years. Things aren't as they seem. I always seem so happy. With not a care in the world. But you should know, sadly Many things go untold. Nobody really knows me. They only know my cover. But I wish I could let it free. Let them know what's under. But instead, I practice My smiles in the mirror. Then the next thing I do is Make my fake laugh clearer. What is wrong? You need help? Is all they will ask. So I have decided To live behind a mask. Instagram: The Best

A Mask That Smiles

I was once sad and lonely, Having nobody to comfort me, So I wore a mask that always smiled, To hide my feelings behind a lie. Before long, I had many friends; With my mask, I was one of them. But deep inside I still felt empty, Like I was missing a part of me. Nobody could hear my cries at night, For I designed my mask to hide the lies. Nobody could see the pain I was feeling, For I designed my mask to be laughing. Behind all the smiles were the tears, And behind all the comfort were the fears. Everything you think you see Wasn't everything there was to me. Day by day I was slowly dying. I couldn't go on, There was something missing.. Until now I'm still searching For the thing that'll stop my crying, For someone who'll erase my fears, For the person who'll wipe my tears. But till then, I'll keep on smiling, Hiding behind this mask I'm wearing. Hoping one day I can smile, Till then, I'll be here...waiting.. instagram: The Best