TEZO DIGITAL

 Yes! I wanted more, more of you.  more of your time  just a little more to see you blush for the last time  more  kisses. more affection  more smiles and giggles more risks and bad decisions  more of just being with you.  more of everything with you. laugh and just being happy with you around  make love and more with you. I wanna get lost in between those shinny eyes Be engulfed in your heart and p**sy more  passion as you scream  my name begging for more I want that and late night dates more talks bout life and the future  more of star gazing watching the moon more of grabbing that fire  ass I want to swim this love wave with you  I want to walk with you I want to watch you fall a sleep  I want you :( 

 I've let so many people down. Made lot of money then lost it. Made some more and squandered Made promises I didn't deliver  "I'm sorry" for the 100th Time Called to shows I didn't show up.  Called to interviews I didn't show up. Backed down from big  collabos and gigs Ruined perfect dates and beautiful nights  Ruined what could be a good relationship  Broke hearts.  Shot half shots Failed to try Wasted countless opportunities with stupid excuses Made less moves Failed to take what's already mine You think its ego but  I'm scared.  So many Insecurities  I'm all over my head  Lost touch with reality  I can't be the perfect boyfriend  I might cheat on you (Which is not true)  I can't be a good friend I might disappoint you  Once I hit, we might not talk Maybe I won't hit it right and disappoint you.  Maybe I want more and you'll say no.  Fvck It!  Scared all the time. But good at hiding it I know thi...

You literally do everything right  And  you still a bad person in everyone's eyes. She probably thinks I'm a Loser. 

I love her, I love her not, Sometimes I'm scared to have this thought, Scared of what the public would say, Knowing I couldn't possibly go through pain for another day. I love her when I shouldn't, Because she has taken care of me a lot, Hearing her laughter has filled up the void, As she makes me feel like human again, Vulnerable but with emotions running all over the place. Whether or not she wants me, I can never know the true answer behind her smile, Nor the fact that she isn't here but a thousand miles. So tell me what should I do? Because it seems like I can't remember to forget you.

  Oh to love and to be loved! I open my eyes and the first thing I see is his face. His astoundingly beautiful chiseled face. I could really get used to this. Waking up every morning beside a man this perfect and quite frankly he is everything I have ever wanted and more. From his full inviting lips to his icy blue eyes to his hands. And trust me those hands know their way around. Just a single touch is enough to send cold shivers down my spine. The strain of his muscles against the fabric of his shirt was the first thing that I noticed about him the first time we met and they left me aghast. I run my hands down his cheeks and I kiss his soft lips gently. He opens one eye and then both and plants a soft kiss on my lips.  "Good morning Aphrodite," "Good morning Adonis," yes, Adonis is the only word that can be used to describe the beauty of this man. The god of beauty. The man I'm about to get married to before the day ends.  He pulls me closer and we snuggle for...

I will rise Like the stunning sun, Which not once dies. Though sets every dusk, Every dawn it does rise. Like the sea and the ocean Whose wave tides Stay down many times, But continually they must rise. Like the foliage, the trees, From seeds in soil they arise, And kiss great heights, They grow, they rise. After falling once, Twice and thrice, Yet again and again I will rise and rise.

I thought I wanted to be a writer  because it was a passion I could have being confined to a bed, a sofa or my mind. But I think I write mostly because I have so much to say but nobody to listen.