Why Don't you be a Man!

I've let so many people down.

Made lot of money then lost it.

Made some more and squandered

Made promises I didn't deliver

"I'm sorry" for the 100th Time

Called to shows I didn't show up.

Called to interviews I didn't show up.

Backed down from big collabos and gigs

Ruined perfect dates and beautiful nights

Ruined what could be a good relationship

Broke hearts.

Shot half shots

Failed to try

Wasted countless opportunities with stupid excuses

Made less moves

Failed to take what's already mine

You think its ego but

I'm scared.

So many Insecurities

I'm all over my head

Lost touch with reality

I can't be the perfect boyfriend

I might cheat on you (Which is not true)

I can't be a good friend

I might disappoint you

Once I hit,

we might not talk

Maybe I won't hit it right and disappoint you.

Maybe I want more and you'll say no.

Fvck It!

Scared all the time.

But good at hiding it

I know this is what I want but still can't decide

I say no to things I want

I'm courageous bt then a coward.

Like a winner and a loser at the same time

I love you but fuvk it,

"I wanna take you home tonight" ahh forget it!

Why Don't you be a man, I say to myself!

Act like one! Don't be a pussy!

Comments

STILL THE ONE

My first promise was i'll never be your EX. Second was to never,ever let you go. That is i'll fight for you no matter what! And i was ready for what will come next. I had no thoughts of loving any more. You had wholly engulfed my heart. Good thing i still love you the same.. I couldn't love you more i was at the climax. You also made your promises Im greatful you kept them. We still progressing.. despite the ups and down. Cause i know i for a record you've never let me down. You always pick me, and dust me up.. Its now our Seventh anniversary. You've told me many of the best things i yearned to hear. To an extend i just remember a summary You always tell me i have no idea of how much you love me.. You always say you love my deep voice. Its the music that everyday you want to hear And I'm always your best choice. I know they will be more,same time next year. We've the best moments that i just want to live in. Like the day i took ...

Bad Day

Cause I slept drunk yesterday, I wake up with a spinning head I can't tell left from right. I have to pull myself together and after a litre or two of chilled water with a squeeze of lemon I become steady,trying to wake my wife up since I can't do shit on my own, it's dark ;4 or 5 in the am-so I think, dogs are barking And a cock can be heard from a far,"why are you so stubborn!" slowly whispers ,my wife. Assuming that is rhetorical ,I let her be, I have to fasten my pace so I cannot be late for work. The weather is chill and mist has formed in most part of my neighbourhood, again I can't see shit and this time not because of the darkness but the mist. I have already left the house when I get a call from my boss "Hello, I thought we spoke yesterday and you promised to be here earlier than now!" "What!?,I mean sorry, I am on my way sir."I reply not knowing what we spoke about the previous day. My head is still floaty, memories about last nig...

Why did you laugh?

Why did you laugh? When you know your smile robs me of my senses, Takes my identity and also flashes my bright eyes, Unable to think about anything else but submit to you, Rob me of my masculinity and make me feel like a little boy. Passionately, intimately, you look me straight in the eyes, For your eyes are the windows to your heart, I can gaze straight through your beautiful soul, For I trust your eyes will never lie, no matter how hard you'd try. You should know, three things that makes my life complete Are love, laughter, and you, my drug, my addiction, The laughter has lasted since the very first moment Falling for you babynaa, has been so much fun. Regardless of whether it's giggles at the kitchen table Or even full loud laughter any place we're capable Every single smile, is an image of our affection You're my dream come true, all I ever dreamt of. Our adoration, well that is somewhat more significant Radiating through when our giggling is rid...

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