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Words I don't Mean

I don't know about you but I'll always be here for you.

I loved you enough to let you go.
Not hoping  for you to come back
But I hope you find what you looking for.
Most of the times I lie.
Say things I don't mean
Say things you wanna hear
You don't deserve that
And I know I can't give you the things you want
You want something real
Something meaningful
Someone who's always there,
Bt me I'm never present
I make promises I don't deliver
I keep contradicting myself with my words
I say I don't believe in love yet I can't stay away from you
I say I'm always here bt sometimes I don't pick up your calls
I don't reply to your messages
Because I'm busy trying to escape myself
I'm busy looking for money I don't make.
I'm loyal I never cheat, but I make you feel like I'm
I make you insecure about yourself
Yet I know you're beautiful I just don't say it
I know I love you bt I don't say it, as much as you do.
Feels like hell in here
Feels like a cage with keys in my hands.
Words I don't mean. 
What do you want? I've always asked myself.
Looks like I'm blind to affection
Blind to attention
Blind yet I see how much you love me.
I should let you go

From PoetryFarm

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