They Don't Want To Remember

I had to be miss perfectin everybody's eyes
They all said I was beautiful
but I knew it was lies
I'm so ugly on the inside
Covered by disguise
They never see my screams for help
Because nobody tries.

The gothic black clothes I wear
Show Depression's setting in
I haven't eaten in a week
I simply must stay thin
No one cares about me
Or they'd ask where I've been
All the pain and betrayal I feel
Is buried deep within.

I cannot look them in the eye
It's been years since I have smiled
No longer going out with friends
But rather with boys and getting wild
They don't see me anymore
Now that I'm not their only child
Showing all their love to another
Has made me so lost and riled.

All the pictures through the house
Are now of the newest member
All of mine were taken down
Sometime in late December
They're probably a pile of ash now
The remains of burning ember
I guess my life that's lost now
They don't want to remember

Comments

STILL THE ONE

My first promise was i'll never be your EX. Second was to never,ever let you go. That is i'll fight for you no matter what! And i was ready for what will come next. I had no thoughts of loving any more. You had wholly engulfed my heart. Good thing i still love you the same.. I couldn't love you more i was at the climax. You also made your promises Im greatful you kept them. We still progressing.. despite the ups and down. Cause i know i for a record you've never let me down. You always pick me, and dust me up.. Its now our Seventh anniversary. You've told me many of the best things i yearned to hear. To an extend i just remember a summary You always tell me i have no idea of how much you love me.. You always say you love my deep voice. Its the music that everyday you want to hear And I'm always your best choice. I know they will be more,same time next year. We've the best moments that i just want to live in. Like the day i took ...

Why did you laugh?

Why did you laugh? When you know your smile robs me of my senses, Takes my identity and also flashes my bright eyes, Unable to think about anything else but submit to you, Rob me of my masculinity and make me feel like a little boy. Passionately, intimately, you look me straight in the eyes, For your eyes are the windows to your heart, I can gaze straight through your beautiful soul, For I trust your eyes will never lie, no matter how hard you'd try. You should know, three things that makes my life complete Are love, laughter, and you, my drug, my addiction, The laughter has lasted since the very first moment Falling for you babynaa, has been so much fun. Regardless of whether it's giggles at the kitchen table Or even full loud laughter any place we're capable Every single smile, is an image of our affection You're my dream come true, all I ever dreamt of. Our adoration, well that is somewhat more significant Radiating through when our giggling is rid...

WHEN I WAS YOUNG

I would hide my arms in my shirt and tell people I've lost my arms.🙈 I would restart a video game when I knew I was going to loose.😂 I ,not once, made my friends think they have got something either on the back or the forehead and pretend that I'm rubbing it but end up smacking real hard 😂😂 lol😂😂 I would close my eyes and act like nobody is seeing me 😵 I would sleep with all stuffed animals so none of them gets offended😅😅 I had that one pen with six colours and wanted to push all the buttons at once. If you never used it then you missed out on such a great item. Or do they still exist😂😂 I would pour soda on the caps and act like I'm taking shots at the bubbles..like pap pap pap 😈 . I would wait behind the door to scare someone,but ended up leaving the scene because they took long or I had to go pee or took another direction instead 😭 I would fake being asleep so my mom would carry me to bed. I would even hold my breath to make the nap seem mo...

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