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My master

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Today, I sat down  In the open,  On my porch  Quietly appreciating  A master at work  Above me,  A long ways off,  Lay her tools,  In any case,  She crafted it with deep blue  I saw her,  The Master,  With utmost care and diligence,  Plunge her brush in gold,  What's more, seconds after that,  I saw it shining brilliantly,  Bundle of light,  Winking at me,  Through the blues  I could feel,  The sun  The glow of its kiss,  On my brow,  I shut my eyes,  Also, rested  Around early afternoon, the delicate breeze  Furthermore, light downpour  Broke my rest,  I woke up,  To see the Master  Still busy working…  Every one of the exhibitions  On the planet,  Every one of the specialists set up,  Can't coordinate  Up to her brush's stroke  I could see  The cotton-like mists,  The outline of birds flying,  Furthermore, gradually his blue material,  Had become a striking shade of dark  Furthermore, his creation woke up  In the evening,  With the weighty downpour,  Beating the soft soil

BLACK EMPRESS

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   The delightful Black Empress, Elegant, misjudged, often unnoticed. Arrogance she lacks,  Even though she is pure perfection.... She hovers across the universe, Noble in her being.... The most beautiful pigment upon this Earth, Black queen, The Beautiful.... Strength in plenty, she displays, determination and complete elegance..... In her vicinity you will feel, the presence of royalty, not only magnitude..... In all vibrant feminine attributes, she stands serene and tall..... Like a soldier to her people, She will never let them tumble.... Let all hail thy black empress, A definition of perfection and art..... For the beautiful Black Crowned head is graceful, Immaculate, She ….she is perpetual.    

They Don't Want To Remember

I had to be miss perfectin everybody's eyes They all said I was beautiful but I knew it was lies I'm so ugly on the inside Covered by disguise They never see my screams for help Because nobody tries. The gothic black clothes I wear Show Depression's setting in I haven't eaten in a week I simply must stay thin No one cares about me Or they'd ask where I've been All the pain and betrayal I feel Is buried deep within. I cannot look them in the eye It's been years since I have smiled No longer going out with friends But rather with boys and getting wild They don't see me anymore Now that I'm not their only child Showing all their love to another Has made me so lost and riled. All the pictures through the house Are now of the newest member All of mine were taken down Sometime in late December They're probably a pile of ash now The remains of burning ember I guess my life that's lost now They don't want to remember

Lie on Me

 By day you lie on me With all exotic thoughts You always do The sad good and impossible Thoughts of yours I store in bundle Bundle of joy you can call it For I am soft but persuasive By night lie with exhaust Of all drains of day Seemingly heaven I am For I see beneath eyes of men I see your empty bucket of life I fill with thoughts sucked By day Made a story for you For I suck all your dreams and thoughts For I am soft and daily met For I am the sponge of your thoughts Call me your pillow Your dream sucker

The Last Time.

If the last time I saw you is the last time,  If the last conversation we had is the last, It is still enough; If those beautiful moments we had been the last.  I'm glad they happened. They forged beautiful memories I'll relive anytime I miss you. If that last time you made me smile is the last,  I'm greatful It carved safe heaven in my heart, If Those sleepless nights and rainy days, are the last they'll remind me why I love you. If the days we make out are the last they'll be a pillar that holds your memory forever. At one moment I was a walking corpse and you gave me life.  At one time you believed in me made me believe in myself made my spirit alive, that turns me on every time I think about it. That was the moment I could effortlessly paint the clouds It would be okay If we never saw each other again. It is fine if we won't talk again It is fine if we're busy for each other. It is fine if I gain you as an enemy I made peace with all that, At one point w

If all I had was love to give.

If I showed you all my flaws would you still stay? Would you love me if I lost all hope and couldn't pray? If I had to leave for war for months to years in my life Would you still remain faithful and want to be my wife? If the world ended and we were on opposite ends of the earth Would you still love me and prove our love has no worth If I became a billionaire then in one day lost it all Would you stay with me at my lowest when I fall? If I showed you my secrets would you keep them tied to your heart? If I showed my weaknesses would you stay and never let us fall apart? If for one time I could not be brave? Would your love still come wave by wave? If I had all the money in the world would you stay true? Would you stay as you are the girl I fell for and once knew If I didn't look the way I look would you still show your affection? If I had severe injuries all over would there still be a strong connection? Would you be there to get in my face and tell me I'm wrong? Would you

In a perfect world

If we could be transported Into the perfect place and time We would be holding each other and you'd still be mine We could spend the day relaxing at the lake or in my bed you would get excited jump around and hit your head We would have no trouble we could drive around talking through the day And if in our talks, we stumble "Purple Tree Thought" you would say In our perfect world My dreams take me every night I have you to myself then And I hold on with all my might Until I find a way to stay Forever in our place I will hold you in my dreams Until reality, we can replace

When our eyes meet.

When our eyes meet I feel peace. Wanting to stay there a little longer Then you blush, I get a rush giving me a chilly smile. Making it hard for me to catch a breathe Feels like ocean waves washing  Away from all my worries and anxiety When our eyes meet, Everything seems perfectly fine. I feel like I’m off my feet, Up above on cloud nine. To myself, I’d always repeat, Or maybe I’d invite you to dine. It’s with you,  That the stars of my luck shine. Keep staring my way Keep looking at me when I’m looking away. And I’ll find a way to you. A way to get lost in your eyes Then you smile with your lips. Showing your perfect teeth I wonder when those will meet  To tell their own tales. I guess time will tell. When our eyes meet Everything seems to standstill I become a slave to your will I become numb a little I lose myself, get caught up in between.

Hold.

It's hard to pretend you care when you don't. Harder to pretend you don't care when you do. The picture of you with another man breaks me. The picture of you doing fine without me haunts me. I want you closer but don't want you near me. I don't want you but it's clear I need you. It's harder even to sit in our favourite spot. Difficult to listen to our playlist alone. Busy staring at my phone to see if it's you buzzing Where is the love that almost suffocated me? is it fading? That happiness that almost swallowed me alive?  it's tears I'm shading. That attention that I was drawning in it? it's dying. Now I've to act like I don't need you. When all I want is to hold you. Now I've to act that all is fine and fake a smile. When I'm in a rage, fuming ready to kill. I really want to hate you. You say 'Hi' that's the end of the progress. I can't lie I'm jealous. Bt I'm just a nobody to you. I'm strong, I

I Survived.

I dealt with storms, leaves and twigs flew around, wind raising a brown dusty whirlpool, still couldn't bring me down. I stayed, head held high, glowing eyes, I fought and stood alone. Destruction all around me, up to where the teary eyes can see. My heart collapsed inside with pain, like how broken tears fall down, I got to my knees within a second. All the energy I used to survive, none left to continue the existence. The willpower that held me together burst away in moments with a blast, shattering away my hopes, all across the barren land with bodies. A land where I live alone now, with a huge baggage of memories, that I wished could have buried me alive. Who is to say what to expect now, Is my life over if not shared with others? Or am I to be called successful for surviving? Or the most unlucky person here? Who knew that dealing with memories, a bunch of things you cannot even see, was tougher than dealing with people?

Too many caskets not enough tears

Seven shots kill the silent night Jumped out of bed somethings not right Shots sound too close just on the next street I was already up thinking on my feet Grabbed my strap cut across the neighbors lawn Already knowing that another homies gone A rage comes over me as dark as the sky I just keep on running not able to cry Seen too many caskets to release any tears Urgent sirens growing closer confirming my fears Standing in front of the house think'n, damn all this over a color? Then I see it's not my homie but his baby's mother Being rolled away on a bloody bed No doubt about it the young beauty was dead Now my homie isn't cry'n which sounds kind of sad but he's lost everyone to gun smoke, even his mom and dad. Now we all crowd in the church house without shedding a tear And look at the preacher and act like we hear We all wait in suspense for the soon coming night Even though God says two wrongs don't make a right We all loved that girl so we must let em kn

In your eyes.

Look at me again and give me that chilly smile. Take my hand drive me crazy some miles Let me swim in your eyes for a little while. Hours turn into minutes and I want more. I want more of you, more of your skin more of your touch, more of your smile more of these happy moments. more of these cherishable memories and still, we can make more I'm still knowing you and you're full of joy fun and glowing. I can't take you to the moon and back but I can take you higher than that. You're so kind to be human. You're an angel. you say you want to swim with the sharks but how deep can you go? It feels like the first gasp of air  after you keep your  head underwater for too long Have I ever told you how beautiful you are? Has anyone ever noticed, how when you smile, the world seems at peace? I don't know how you do it, but you make my day, every time I see your face. I don't ever want to say goodbye, I forever want to see your smile. You're perfectly imperfect, and

How to be happy

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You want to know How to be happy? Yes, it’s very possible Happiness is defined differently by everyone. As far as you might be concerned, perhaps it's finding a sense of contentment with what your identity is. Or then again having a a group of friends who understands you for who you are. Or on the other hand the opportunity to pursue your dreams. Notwithstanding your adaptation of genuine satisfaction, living a more joyful, more fulfilled life is very possible. A couple of changes to your usual ways of doing things as well as your habits can assist you with ensuring you are happy. Our habits matters. If you take some time to see certain aspects of your life that makes you dull, you can be able to identify and rectify what needs to be rectified in your habits. Positive routines is one of the most important ways of ensuring that you are happy. Why not work on making positive daily habits part of your daily schedule? Here's a glance at some day by day, month to month, and yearly

37 ways to make a girl fall for you

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 There's no magical recipe to fix a broken heart, that is without a doubt. As well there is no magical way to make a girl fall for you What you can do is increase the chances that you will make the girl fall for you by following these demonstrated tips. Step by step instructions to MAKE A GIRL FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU   1. OPEN YOUR EARS  Girls like a man that will pay attention to their issues and when you open your ears and let them talk, you are one move forward on some other person in pursuit. Ensure you don't push her to settle on a choice. She simply needs you to tune in so she can work it out.  Obviously on the off chance that she requests your recommendation, you should give it. Simply ensure you're not pushing excessively hard with it or she'll close the door quick.  2. Give HER COMPLIMENTS   Who doesn't care for a decent compliment sometimes? Simply kindly don't give her phony recognition or she will beat you down to the control quick. Ensure the complime

Nice Guys vs SIMPS: The Difference and Who Actually Finishes Last

“Nice guys finish last!” A cliche that not only seems as old as time but has been echoed by men everywhere because of the frustrations and energy spent into failed efforts with women. For some men it doesn’t deter them whatsoever, actually, they believe that it is actually to their advantage. THE SIMP. We will go over that guy later, but what is it that’s got men down thinking that being nice isn’t enough? The Nice Guy Predicament As long as men have chased women, there has been a view that guys struggle to deal with. That is the Nice Guy Predicament. The idea is that there is a discrepancy between what women say they prefer and what they end up choosing in men. Essentially, women say that they want nice guys but really go for men who are "jerks" or "bad boys" in the end. It might be one of the most frustrating things a guy can go through and in my opinion, is pretty mentally tolling. I mean as a hopeful prospect, the whole idea is to put on the best show that fits