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Feelings For you

Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you, Scared of these feelings because it's still new I catch myself thinking of the best way to share, Hoping you'll return my confession showing you care And then I catch myself again... and drag my thoughts back to reality I am back at square one, does this just happen to me? Poems are so stupid I swear I would never do this But this is YOU, and you aren't like anyone I have met How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you yet? When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure But then I sleep... and the dreams of you occur I dream about you,when i right there sleeping with you. I miss you,the very second you leave after spending the whole day with you The dreams I have of you are so vivid and clear I feel TRUE happiness inside and that there is nothing to fear People say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore them I say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hear Hear what I am about t...

Her Wish, My Blessing

When I carried you inside me I longed for a baby son. My prayers were answered, my son, my one and only one, They laid you in my arms, and I knew right away That the love you and I would share Would be wonderful and beyond compare. You were the image of your dad, So I knew you would be a handsome lad. He was your idol when you were small. He was your hero and you were his all. You really were your dad's lad. The years they flew by, I watched you grow From a little wee lad to a man strong and tall. There were many times when the things that you did Left me weary and sad and wanting to cry. I despaired of you then, but you turned your life 'round. You became the man of whom I am proud. Now you're a man with boys of your own. You can feel the joy of loving a child, And how deep that love goes. Now you know how I feel when I look at you, My son, my one and only one Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/love-for-a-son   My mum told me to pray...

Scared To Fall In Love

CREDITS: TEZO DOLLA I have so much to tell you, but I don't know where to start. This is the beginning of giving you my heart. I've been through a lot of sorrow, I've been forced to endure pain. I have had some feelings that I never could explain. My heart has been shattered, time and time again. And I came close to believing that love was a sin. Now all I have are pieces of a heart that once was whole. And I'm trying to fix the damage from where it took it's tole. I'll be completely honest, I'm overcome with fear. I'm terrified of love because it only brings me tears. I'm clinging to my heart, afraid of handing it to you, because I'm afraid that, like the others, you'll just crush it too. If my heart breaks anymore, all I'll have left is dust. I'll be devoid of emotion, sanity, or trust. So if I give you my heart, please handle it with care. Don't throw it to the ground and leave me swimming in dispair. It'...

What I Want To Say

what i want to say I love you more than i love my self I enjoy evey moment i talk to you  even if its through texting Barely doing nothing  without  thinking of you. Do you know  much i admire your pictures? Do you know how many times I've kissed your pictures? Countless I love you so much Xoxo

You Don't Get What You Want

Has someone ever asked you, what you want and you know what but you become afraid to say it out? Have you known what someone wants and may be asks out for it but you denied them for no reason. Its a natural thing that we were meant not get what we want or i cant understand it, despite massive researches that I've done. Going around asking people and some of my friends what they wanted in life, especially when they were young and now if they are even close in achieving it. Most of them agree with me that ,you always don't get what you want. others say may be we don't know what we all want and embrace what we have and looks like that's what we wanted. Here is one of the funniest thing on the earth is that you wont get what you want. You'll struggle a lot not to get what you want. For a record the most successful people out here seem to have everything they wanted in life. But it never happens there is always something missing in it they want so bad and they will never...

HOPE

Have you ever asked yourself, why do people suffer in a situation they can run away from? From a situation they can evade and be happy.  Why be with a guy/lady who cheats on you again and again, who makes you sad, why? Why endure hardship? Why would a widowed woman spend all her earnings to take her children to school, why not enjoy herself? Why fall in love with a drunkard when there are many single more-responsible men out there? Why marry a homeless guy? .... These questions are to an extent rhetorical, but not to all humans.  I convinced myself that I had to  do thorough research and come up with something. To start my research, I went ahead to enquire a few words of wisdom from a beautiful middle aged woman who's been married to a drunkard who eventually stopped drinking after fifteen years of marriage. Her answer moved me abit. Hope As simple as the word is, but so strong, so meaningful. She never explained anything. Hope is what makes us go through a lot. Make...

This Is For The Dreamers

Lisa  a stable lady with almost everything a man would need in a woman. A maisonette that nobody bought for her, she built it herself, cars and her business. She defines beauty, all from her toes to that curly natural hair. Curvy and not so thick, just the size you'll like or admire. She broke many necks whenever she walked past fellow vertebrates. It's true that not only men admired her but also women, most of them gossiped, most of them wished they would rather be her, some thought the creator was somehow unfair to in giving her all, everything. She was brilliant and wisdom had flooded her brains. She was so lovely. But.. Lisa wasn't so confident. Maybe it's because of the environment she was brought up in, or maybe her genes, her nature. She had few friends, her only brother and a former college friend. English would describe her as bipolar. Most of the times you'll find her alone, she enjoyed her own company. After graduating from the university of Johannesb...