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How are We?

Please tell me something, and do not lie. Is something fading between you and I? I've noticed changes in the recent past and waited patiently, hoping it wouldn't last. I give everything I can give you, but what's given back seems long overdue. You say nothing is wrong and you are just fine, acting as if the problem is mine. Something is different, not like it was before. I'm doing my best, trying to restore The way we showed love to one another without crowding you or trying to smother. I just need to know if one thing is true. Do you still love me as much as you used to?

I Should Go.

Why do I stay when I want to go? Is it because I have hope? Or maybe it is because I don't want to be alone. I stay and all I do is complain. Complain that I might be going insane. Insane of the thought that it might be my fault. But who is to blame? Is it me or is it him? Neither one of us will go. Although we know we must go, All we do is ignore the pain Of all the words we exchange. I know I must go, but I don't know. If I go, I will be alone. But why do I stay? Only to hear him say, "You're to blame for all my unhappiness and pain." I know I'm not to blame for the choices he has made. So I stay, hoping he will grow, Grow in love and be consoled knowing I will never go.